Kipasa?? Ole....

I officially have nothing better to do..

Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the
question.
No cheating!

How am I feeling today?:
Frank Sinatra- My Way.. haha this is how i've been feeling for the past 6 years.. my father's favourite song

Will I get far in life?
Jangan Takut Gelap .. Tasya ft Sheila On 7
haha go into the unknown.. without fear.. =p

How do my friends see me?
Maksim- Flight of the bumblebee?
more like flight of the bumblebelly.. haha

Where will I get Married?:
Selimut Putih - Hijjaz
hmm sounds bleak.. huhu...bila izrail datang memanggillll....

What is my best friend's theme song?:
Jendela Hati - Saujana - WTF?? biar betul..

What is the story of my life?:
Elton John - Something About The Way You Look Tonight
hmm no comments here haha

What is/was highschool like?:
All American Rejects - Too Far Gone
yep.. all in the past..

How can I get ahead in life?:
Right Said Fred - I'm Too sexy?? hahahahahhahahahahha
sexayyyyyyyyyy!!

What is the best thing about me?:
Getaran Jiwa - P.Ramlee & Sudirman
bangkai.. what are u implying? ko nak kata aku sentimental ke apa.. pukul karang..

How is today going to be?
Alicia Keys - Karma
hmmm ade org nak balas dendam kat aku ke?
what goes around comes around.. the wheel of life

What is in store for this weekend?:
Pearl Jam - Last Kiss
nauzubillah......

What song describes my parents?:
I'll Be Your Crying Shoulder - Edwin McCain
=)

My Grandparents:
France National Anthem - Michael Sardou , hahaha
hmm tak tahu le grandparents aku french.. haha i know my grandmother was chinese and adopted by a malay family

How is my life going?:
Deep Purple - Soldier of fortune
ape dok lagu sentimental je nih..

What song will they play at my funeral?:
Jaclyn Victor - Wajah
hmm...

How does the world see me?:
Bagaikan Sakti - M.Nasir & Siti Nurhaliza
aku memang penuh ngan kesaktian

Will I have a happy life?:
P.Ramlee - Sedangkan Lidah lagi tergigit
does this mean no then? haha

What do my friends really think of me?:
Spider - Relaku Pujuk
haha pleaseeeeeeeee......

Do people secretly lust after me?:
Sheila on 7 - Sahabat Sejati
we people have a normal relationship...

Will I ever have children?
Berhenti Berharap - Siti Nurhaliza
Keji dan kejam

What is some good advice?:
Waktu Yang Tepat Untuk Berpisah - Sheila on 7
errr...

What is my signature dancing song?:
Live - Heaven
i get annoyed by this song actually

What do I think my current theme song is?:
Julia - Exists
dunno anyone named julia.. julia roberts kenal la

What does everyone else think my current
theme song is?:
Bertahan Di Sana - Sheila on 7
nice song actually

What type of women do you like?
Asma-ul-Husna - Hijjaz
wallahuwa'lam...

hmmm... i'm mildly to moderately depressed.. most probably..

hmmm tomorrow i have surgery and fam med punya mcq and now i feel like.. hmm somewhere like .. undesrcibable ( if there's such a word) .. my back is sore.. a bit more irritable.. mentally sluggish.. trying to motivate myself.. trying to assure myself everything will be ok .. insya-Allah...

"Allah will suffice you against them , and HE is the All-Hearer the All-Knoweth"
Al-Quran chapter 2 verse 137

"And put your trust in the Ever Living One Who dies not"
Al-Quran chapter 25 verse 58

"Perhaps Allah may bring a victory or decision according to His will"
Al-Quran chapter 5 verse 52

"None besides Allah can avert it,(or advance or delay it)"
Al-Quran chapter 53 verse 58

"But whosoever turns away from My reminder (neither believes in this Quran nor acts on its orders, etc.) verily for him is a life of hardship"
Al-Quran chapter 20 verse 124

i'm laughing at myself now.. after every exams that i've gone through.. at the end of every one of them.. i'll say to myself " i have to do better next time" "no more last minute studying" but we know the outcomes of these promises.. apabila berjanji , tidak dipenuhi.. hmm sounds familiar.. maybe there's some underlying pathology.. even with that said.. in the context of tomorrow's exam.. maybe it's too late.. but for the future.. there's still hope.. if only i can pinpoint where i've gone wrong...
i'm just leaving this on the blog as a reminder to myself.. everytime i put it in my brain.. it seems to slip away..
wallahuwa'lam

dr loh keng yin : kita mesti muhasabah diri...

to all the people( you know who you are ) thanks for the support.. much appreciated..

it's not us.. it's HIM..

As-Syua'ra ayat 80
chapter 26 verse 80

"dan apabila aku sakit, dialah Tuhan yang menyembuhkan penyakitku "

taken from
ayat syifa by al-syeikh abi qassim al-qusyairi

Summary.. in 10 words.. haha screw the ten words..

well.. it's been an eventful 10 days.. more or less... i would have wanted to post most of things that happened earlier.. but biasa le.. tiada masa.. i bz le katakan.. haha

let me carry on where i left.. i left at the eve of the uefa champions league final.. and that was somewhere around 10 days back. haha quite a few things have happened along the way..

thursday 18th mei
well i actually watched the final even though it wasn't my team playing.. the first 20 minutes were dull but after that the game picked off.. from a neutral point of view..the game was okay.. but anyone who watched the game.. most prob.. would have gotten the eerie feeling that barcelona were going to win it.. they have too much quality too lose to a 10-man team..
pity to you arsenal fans out there muahahaha ( sense the sarcasm here)

watched the game.. woke up early for class.. and after that went for futsal that day.. huhuhu.. hmm seeing as it's 10 days (it's 28th of may now..) i dun really recall what happened then... hmm jap.. referred to my handphone.. i distinctly remembered 3 people getting injured and one of them was directly my fault.. i turned to clear with my left leg.. i got the ball .. but i also got hanisyam's leg.. heh 50-50 challenge.. but even then it was a bad challenge la.. hmm i've tried to cut down on these kind of challenges.. before.. i even did sliding challenges.. muahaha.. best memang best tapi not preferable to do it on your own friends..

that night. went to watch da vinci code dekat JJ .. hmm pi with annas,yuhana,rahman n ken..
almost half of imu was there at the time.. haha siap ada yg pegi ngan rombongan lagi. macam rombongan kak kiah terlepas rumah org gile.. haha .. the show was supposed to be somewhere around 11.50 p.m. we went there at 10.30 rasanya.. because we needed to pick up the tickets and buy one more for the tickets..

comments regarding the movie : hmm the movie reminded me of national treasure ..
the difference is just that da vinci code is about a so called controversial topic by our non-muslim friends.. hmm from my point of view.. it was a peculiar movie.. needless to say.. memang memesongkan akidah umat islam zaman sekarang.. the belief of muslims is that Nabi Isa a.s. was one of the greatest prophets and he was one of the ulul-azmi.. and Prophet Muhammad S.a.W.(peace be upon him) said (somewhere to this effect) that the prophet that was closest to him was Nabi Isa a.s.. the movie was good in a sense that they painted Nabi Isa a.s. in a different light.. it was also interesting to see the outrage of certain communities towards the movie.. and this was from groups who looked at muslims in disdain when we protested against the caricatures of our beloved Prophet Muhammad ( pbuh).. freedom of speech my foot.. haha i abstain from further comment..

note regarding the movie : hmm kak miha ada sms.. don't aggravate my back pain or kena neck pain je nanti.. wonder why she said that...

friday 19th May
predictably the next day.. i didn't turn up ward rounds the next day.. biasa le nothing on.. just went to imu somewhere around 12.. pi ambik rahman ngan si ezran..went for friday prayers... and petang tuh ims annas ngan si hanis.. the only people that i know of from the people presenting.. the only thing that i gained was... er wait.. er.. nothing much.. in fact i dun remember much pun =P maybe the thing was a bit too long winded kot.. hmm that night i went back to Pj because the next day tuan mufti datang mengajar kat rumah.. it's a monthly thing

if i remember correctly .. that saturday morning tuh pun buleh sempat berchatting lagi.. macam2 padahal kerja byk .. haha anyway the weekend was pleasantly overwhelming? wallahuwa'lam

p/s regarding majlis ilmu tuh :
i think i've mentioned this but anyway repetition is a form of learning .. so i'll repeat it again.. with the hope that people reading this and especially me will practice it in our daily lives if possible insya-Allah..

imam ghazali sebut somewhere to this effect
" sesiapa yg tidak beristighfar setiap hari, maka hidupnya akan sial"

there are certain people who say kalu solat fardhu.. bila baca surah tak buleh baca lebih satu.. but from what i've learned.. there was once sahabat rasul dia baca al fatihah and then al-ikhlas,al-alaq ngan an nass pada rakaat kedua solat die.. one person came to the Prophet S.A.W. to report this.. and the prophet kept quiet as in to agree.. then he said.. "sesungguhnya dia adalah ahli syurga"
and also to recite al-ikhlas is like you've recited one third of the quran.. basically if u recite it 3 times..

1/3 al quran x 3 al-ikhlas = 1 al quran

anyway that weekend i had to go back early to seremban seeing as that we had CP with dato kanda on monday.. we went to the wards and the it was packed with patients.. ward 3B huhu.. anyway everyone was there that night.. i was assigned four beds but only 2 were occupied.. alhamdulilah le.. dahle bebudak nih pi ngada2 nak buat cp for 16 patients malam tuh.. they were afraid that dato kanda will point to a patient and then to a student utk present.. hmm most of time he just shows a patient.. takdanya nak tunjuk kat student
mati le kalu nak cover semua

Monday ( Doom awaits, let's not keep him waiting then)

i've always adopted this mentality when i come up against certain things.. intimidating lecturers, big exams, life changing events all the stuff.. u get what i'm trying to say...
doom awaits us wherever and whenever we go.. why would we want to keep them waiting.. in this instance i am referring to DK... to me these things are sometimes more related to the mind.. it's the mind over matter stuff.. i say " if u don't mind, it doesn't matter then" .. i refuse to be overly intimidated by things in life.. to me you should go head on with things in life.. i distinctly remember that in KMB i was overly worried about the IMU interviews.. worrying that i'll screw up or something.. but then i aced the interview.. with no worries.. then it was the semester one exams.. then i heard about pharmacology.. then semester 3 along with the resit exams.. and then semester 5.. it doesn't necessarily just apply to academic stuff.. it can also apply to personal development.. for instance.. nak Menegur org ke.. hmm i've learned from the past.. that u should confront your demons.. never be afraid of something.. because if u look at things.. it shows that the end results is that.. i prevail in the end.. it didn't kill me , and maybe there was some good that came out from that matter.. maybe we evolved.. maybe we mutated into something more mature, maybe we've built character from that episode.. we've taken a step in life.. and life is all about taking steps.. would you be content in being stagnant? while seeing other people develop? having said that.. don't bite off more than you can chew..

yes.. i do get the eerie feeling in my gut sometimes.. the feeling that i'm not ready for life.. i'm not ready to be a doctor, i'm not ready to take this exam, i'm not ready to do this and that..
let me ask this? when will we be ready then? how do you know when you're ready? is there a meter somewhere in our head that'll beep anytime we're ready to face things in life? life is filled with unknown entities.. .. and with the guidance of Allah.. we'll ace the exams known as life insya-Allah
so screw doom and let's face him in the eye... and show them we're not afraid.. muahahah

Al-fatihah 6.. tunjukkanlah kami kepada jalan yg lurus..

wallahuwa'lam..

p/s: i'll continue later.. insya-Allah

hmmmph....

hmm quite a few things on my mind now.. i have somewhere around 4 posts in my mind.. but i'm not really interested in putting them on haphazardly.. i like continuity.. continuity in the process of writing.. hehe lebih kurang macam present history la.. speaking of histories.. i'm preparing for my cp tommorow with Prof Yushak.. at 8a.m. tommorow and also suturing and knotting with dato kanda.. hmm heh byk benda nak cerita.. but so little time.. i'll try to do some this weekend.. haha quite a few posts i've postponed writing since maulidur rasul.. i'm basically the epitomy of procrastination .. i'm the king of the kingdom of CULAS ness.. anyway.. i better return to my work.. here a some food for thought...

wasiat saidina umar al -khattab (r.a)

do not be deceived by someone's reputation

do not go by one's prayers and fasting but rather observe the truthfulness and wisdom of a person

the man who keeps his secrets retains the direction of his affairs

fear the man you hate

he is the most prudent man who can assess his own affairs

do not postpone today's work till tommorrow

that which goes back does not advance

he is likely to fall in evil ways who has no idea of evil

i judge a man's intelligence by the queries he makes

in your concern for others do not forget about yourself

take only a little of this world , you can lead a free existenc

it is easier not to indulge in vices than to repent

if gratitude and contentment are two mounts, i would not care which i was riding

Allah bless the man who discloses to me my weakness

A song by shannon noll ..

Shine - Shannon Noll

Get up, get out, get out, get out and lift your head
Come on, come on, get up out of bed
Today's the day you hold the world with your song
Go now, go now, go now, help escalate
Angels come down, help with this parade
To hear your voice ring out
Come on and shout it
Let your song be heard

This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting for
All the world will stop to watch you shine

Hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now sing your hymn
This is the new national anthem
We will all stand on guard to let you be heard
Let go, let go, let go all the cannons
How beautiful this world has become
Now everyone will see what I believe
That these words should be sung

This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting for
All the world will stop to watch you shine
This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting for
All the world believes that you will shine

And if you fall
And if you fall
And if you trust then
Yes it will come true

Hey, hey
Yeah!

This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting for
All the world will stop to watch you shine
This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting for
When all the world will stop to watch you shine

p/s : SHINE...