Please come now
I think I’m falling
I’m holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I’m trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain’t so far down
I’m looking down now that it’s over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in his grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me nowI’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain’t so far down
Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there’s something left for me
So please come stay with me
cause I still believe there’s something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me
Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
Friday, December 16, 2005
EXAMS hampehhhh....
just finished the exams yesterday.. it was a heavy load of my shoulders le...
anyway i've never felt this tired and burnt out after an examms.. agak letih gak le.. even yesterday pun dok rumah tak buat apa.. tonight maybe nak pg tgk narnia ngan pakcik, annas ngan yuhana.... need to let off some steam le..
anyway about exams...
1st day
on monday, the first exam PBQ, exam time about 3 hours la
problem based questions agak hampeh gak sebenarnya
i didn't check the list for the seating arrangements, tak penah check pun in advance..
anyway i got a shock le sebab i had to sit in the front row,, dengar prof mak jun wah dok buat lawak ngan prof paul chen, dr lee lai kah dok gossip apa tah ngan dr timothy..
and some more.. so many people went to the toilet that day..
and the questions pun agak hampeh le jugak..
we had a total of 6 questions each amounting 50 marks each.. anyway the questions for repro, endo , haemato , msk were 'answerable' la , respi , cns ngan endo dijawab ngan perisa sikit2..
tapi git memang betul 'kuey teaw goreng' la jugak
well anyway i crapped all the way la...
i think i did averagely for this one...
imu punya problem case questions asal buleh nak intergrate semua system yg ada.. in one question it had 3 systems in it.. huhuhu
2nd day
ospe exam.. exam started somewhere around 9.30 am.. went to sleep a bit late la the night before but i don't regret it... i went through all the tips given by dr. thani utk patho questions and alhamdulilah byk yg kena.. however, i think i've screwed up my anatomy questions.. i was too enamoured with the anatomy of the right hand tak teringat nak tgk sebelah kiri punya tangan, sure it's just a mirror image, but in 5 minutes for every station you don't really have the luxury of time figuring out which is which... huhu
anyhow.. i crapped well that day kot.. dahle buat ospe yg ni nak kena pakai labcoat.. first time in my 4 major exams(plus resit sem 3)
during ospe tuh we were divided into 4 streams and i was in stream D kira cam mengadap stream C la except there's a divider, when i arrived to the questions about odds ratio ngan health issue punya kiraan tuh, i took a seat ngan baca le soalan, tetiba something came under the table where i was seating, dahle macam kepala ular, agak terkejut le sebentar.. rupanya kaki budak stream sebelah... pakai kasut kulit cam kepala ular.. rasa cam nak pijak2 je kaki tuh.. blanked out for a while after that hahaha
day 3
osce day 1, i had 12 stations that day...
and my first station was a rest station, after that was a history taking and the question answer station... immediately after that physical examination bersama dr nagamani ngan james.. a match made in 'heaven'.. or 'hell' more like it.. i'm pretty sure i failed that station as i blanked out and panicked at that station, had to check for hypothyroidism, panik tuh terbawak to the next station of PE with dr. srikumar.. it wasn't helped by me getting and x-ray questions for pneumothorax huhuhu...
anyway on that day i think my history taking and self standing stations made up for the physical examinations punya station.. the next two PE stations i got dr. htin aung ngan dr. kwa sew kim..
i think i did really well for stesen dr. hting aun.. examination of the shoulder joint.. dahle before entering the room i left my tendon hammer kat stesen last sekali ... nasib baik tak payah pakai tendon hammer
for dr. kwa sew kim dapat examination of the precordium...
after the exams tuh had to go with paul jambu pg carik my missing tendon hammer..
had a bit of a conversation la dengan dia...(somewhere to this effect la)
pj: so how was the exams today?
me:dunno le paul, i think i screwed up 2 stations today..
pj:it's just 2 station u did ok for the rest right...
me: yeah maybe
pj:relax then, i know ur a STEADY FELLOW, you'll do fine
hmm a bit encouragingla, but we know sometimes people say things out of necessity to reassure people.. ahaha
last day of exams
osce day 2
it was a reverse of the day before.. i did okay for all the PE stations.. i got dr.juriah, dr. rafidah yong, dr. loh keng yin ngan dr.lim, i did extra OK in dr.juriah ngan dr.lim punya stations la...
the history taking pun ok gak kot.. dapat lena ngan mr.jude... but self standing punya station agak 'si*l' le.. dapat ecg...
it was an uncovenient time to forget sifir 7 ,8 ngan 9 uhuhu
anyhow.. exams dapat habis.. want to relax for now and hope for the best...
insya-Allah
anyway i've never felt this tired and burnt out after an examms.. agak letih gak le.. even yesterday pun dok rumah tak buat apa.. tonight maybe nak pg tgk narnia ngan pakcik, annas ngan yuhana.... need to let off some steam le..
anyway about exams...
1st day
on monday, the first exam PBQ, exam time about 3 hours la
problem based questions agak hampeh gak sebenarnya
i didn't check the list for the seating arrangements, tak penah check pun in advance..
anyway i got a shock le sebab i had to sit in the front row,, dengar prof mak jun wah dok buat lawak ngan prof paul chen, dr lee lai kah dok gossip apa tah ngan dr timothy..
and some more.. so many people went to the toilet that day..
and the questions pun agak hampeh le jugak..
we had a total of 6 questions each amounting 50 marks each.. anyway the questions for repro, endo , haemato , msk were 'answerable' la , respi , cns ngan endo dijawab ngan perisa sikit2..
tapi git memang betul 'kuey teaw goreng' la jugak
well anyway i crapped all the way la...
i think i did averagely for this one...
imu punya problem case questions asal buleh nak intergrate semua system yg ada.. in one question it had 3 systems in it.. huhuhu
2nd day
ospe exam.. exam started somewhere around 9.30 am.. went to sleep a bit late la the night before but i don't regret it... i went through all the tips given by dr. thani utk patho questions and alhamdulilah byk yg kena.. however, i think i've screwed up my anatomy questions.. i was too enamoured with the anatomy of the right hand tak teringat nak tgk sebelah kiri punya tangan, sure it's just a mirror image, but in 5 minutes for every station you don't really have the luxury of time figuring out which is which... huhu
anyhow.. i crapped well that day kot.. dahle buat ospe yg ni nak kena pakai labcoat.. first time in my 4 major exams(plus resit sem 3)
during ospe tuh we were divided into 4 streams and i was in stream D kira cam mengadap stream C la except there's a divider, when i arrived to the questions about odds ratio ngan health issue punya kiraan tuh, i took a seat ngan baca le soalan, tetiba something came under the table where i was seating, dahle macam kepala ular, agak terkejut le sebentar.. rupanya kaki budak stream sebelah... pakai kasut kulit cam kepala ular.. rasa cam nak pijak2 je kaki tuh.. blanked out for a while after that hahaha
day 3
osce day 1, i had 12 stations that day...
and my first station was a rest station, after that was a history taking and the question answer station... immediately after that physical examination bersama dr nagamani ngan james.. a match made in 'heaven'.. or 'hell' more like it.. i'm pretty sure i failed that station as i blanked out and panicked at that station, had to check for hypothyroidism, panik tuh terbawak to the next station of PE with dr. srikumar.. it wasn't helped by me getting and x-ray questions for pneumothorax huhuhu...
anyway on that day i think my history taking and self standing stations made up for the physical examinations punya station.. the next two PE stations i got dr. htin aung ngan dr. kwa sew kim..
i think i did really well for stesen dr. hting aun.. examination of the shoulder joint.. dahle before entering the room i left my tendon hammer kat stesen last sekali ... nasib baik tak payah pakai tendon hammer
for dr. kwa sew kim dapat examination of the precordium...
after the exams tuh had to go with paul jambu pg carik my missing tendon hammer..
had a bit of a conversation la dengan dia...(somewhere to this effect la)
pj: so how was the exams today?
me:dunno le paul, i think i screwed up 2 stations today..
pj:it's just 2 station u did ok for the rest right...
me: yeah maybe
pj:relax then, i know ur a STEADY FELLOW, you'll do fine
hmm a bit encouragingla, but we know sometimes people say things out of necessity to reassure people.. ahaha
last day of exams
osce day 2
it was a reverse of the day before.. i did okay for all the PE stations.. i got dr.juriah, dr. rafidah yong, dr. loh keng yin ngan dr.lim, i did extra OK in dr.juriah ngan dr.lim punya stations la...
the history taking pun ok gak kot.. dapat lena ngan mr.jude... but self standing punya station agak 'si*l' le.. dapat ecg...
it was an uncovenient time to forget sifir 7 ,8 ngan 9 uhuhu
anyhow.. exams dapat habis.. want to relax for now and hope for the best...
insya-Allah
Friday, December 09, 2005
D-Day...
exams are just two and a half days away and i'm afraid that i'm screwed..
but fear not.. i'm an optimist no matter what.. it's the only thing that can make me move forward and do my best and not be affected by the pressure and stress..
hmm anyway the breakdown of marks
in course assesment 25%
endocrine b-
reproductive b-
renal (mr. galy kata dapat c but not that bothered to get the results seeing that i failed)
selectives b+
msk a-
cns c+
selectives ( i'm making a guess.. er maybe b+(sense the optimism))
total of somewhere around 16 out of 25
basically i need 49 marks more
Format for finals
Problem Based Questions 35%
OSPE 22%
OSCE 18%
somewhere along these lines la kot.. anyway..
i've completed endo,respi,haemato,cvs, git(suprisingly dapat habis), and 3/4 of repro
renal , cns ngan msk just need to round up everything
but anyhow i just pray to Allah dapat le lepas first time punya exam nih..
i dun really mind pun kalu kena viva.. tapi kalu buleh mintak past first time le insya-Allah
anyway anyone reading le... bebykkan le doa utk kitaorang..
malam ni nak habiskan renal ngan msk punya remaining lectures ngan pagi esok nak pg mms lagi sambung tgk models...
today
hari ni i was a bit dizzy.. pharyngitis... telan ubat lepas tuh tidur..
dalam minggu exam nih agak ajaib le jugak buleh bangun awal takyah dikejut..
well today i joined the csu practice group tayyib brothers, fika, akmal ngan pakcik... haha byk gak yg tak diketahui tapi takpa.. osce can be dealt with later.. i'm concentrating on the problem based questions...
this'll be the last time i post before the exams.. malas dah nak access internet
p/s : liverpool layak champions league haha best dapat top chelsea in the qualifying group...
Hadapi Dengan Senyuman -Dewa
HADAPI DENGAN SENYUMAN
SEMUA YANG TERJADI
BIAR TERJADI….
HADAPI DENGAN TENANG JIWA
SEMUA... KAN BAIK BAIK SAJA
BILA KETETAPAN TUHAN
SUDAH DITETAPKAN
TETAPLAH SUDAH….
TAK ADA YANG BISA MERUBAH
DAN TAKKAN BISA BERUBAH
REFF
RELAKANLAH SAJA INI
BAHWA SEMUA YANG TERBAIK
TERBAIK UNTUK KITA SEMUA
MENYERAHLAH UNTUK MENANG
smile for me..
Bismillahi Tawakaltu Allah
but fear not.. i'm an optimist no matter what.. it's the only thing that can make me move forward and do my best and not be affected by the pressure and stress..
hmm anyway the breakdown of marks
in course assesment 25%
endocrine b-
reproductive b-
renal (mr. galy kata dapat c but not that bothered to get the results seeing that i failed)
selectives b+
msk a-
cns c+
selectives ( i'm making a guess.. er maybe b+(sense the optimism))
total of somewhere around 16 out of 25
basically i need 49 marks more
Format for finals
Problem Based Questions 35%
OSPE 22%
OSCE 18%
somewhere along these lines la kot.. anyway..
i've completed endo,respi,haemato,cvs, git(suprisingly dapat habis), and 3/4 of repro
renal , cns ngan msk just need to round up everything
but anyhow i just pray to Allah dapat le lepas first time punya exam nih..
i dun really mind pun kalu kena viva.. tapi kalu buleh mintak past first time le insya-Allah
anyway anyone reading le... bebykkan le doa utk kitaorang..
malam ni nak habiskan renal ngan msk punya remaining lectures ngan pagi esok nak pg mms lagi sambung tgk models...
today
hari ni i was a bit dizzy.. pharyngitis... telan ubat lepas tuh tidur..
dalam minggu exam nih agak ajaib le jugak buleh bangun awal takyah dikejut..
well today i joined the csu practice group tayyib brothers, fika, akmal ngan pakcik... haha byk gak yg tak diketahui tapi takpa.. osce can be dealt with later.. i'm concentrating on the problem based questions...
this'll be the last time i post before the exams.. malas dah nak access internet
p/s : liverpool layak champions league haha best dapat top chelsea in the qualifying group...
Hadapi Dengan Senyuman -Dewa
HADAPI DENGAN SENYUMAN
SEMUA YANG TERJADI
BIAR TERJADI….
HADAPI DENGAN TENANG JIWA
SEMUA... KAN BAIK BAIK SAJA
BILA KETETAPAN TUHAN
SUDAH DITETAPKAN
TETAPLAH SUDAH….
TAK ADA YANG BISA MERUBAH
DAN TAKKAN BISA BERUBAH
REFF
RELAKANLAH SAJA INI
BAHWA SEMUA YANG TERBAIK
TERBAIK UNTUK KITA SEMUA
MENYERAHLAH UNTUK MENANG
smile for me..
Bismillahi Tawakaltu Allah
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
When i grow up....
when i grow up and specialize in something.. i won't be taking something relating to hormones
aaaahhhh dok tensen baca pasal thyroid, pancreas, parathyroid, ovaries, FSH and LH.. i think i have a general idea of what it's about.. and certain things memang betul tahu... tapi..macam dah berkecamuk je... haha.. takpe.. dengan nama Allah aku bertawakal kepadanya...anyway.. i suddenly love cns and ms sebab semuanya nampak logical...
anyway need to brush up on cns, msk ngan renal.. lain tuh macam dah berserah je.. baca ulang2 pun macam takda guna je.. ngan git gak.. kena baca pathology.. huhuhu...
anyway trying to simulate exam conditions sekarang nih.. agak sukar utk duduk 3 jam straight sebab sakit belakang.. ahah kena pakai koyok le nampak gayanya..
haha hari ni tetiba jadi gembira sebentar.. budak jasin(utk sesapa yg faham je) menegur aku...
study jgn tak study..
quote of the day:
never underestimate the power of guided faith,
and
never underestimate the stupidity of blind faith.
medical trivia of the day:
HPV infection associated with benign condylomata HPV 11 and 13
HPV infection associated with cervical cancer.. 16,18,31,33
aaaahhhh dok tensen baca pasal thyroid, pancreas, parathyroid, ovaries, FSH and LH.. i think i have a general idea of what it's about.. and certain things memang betul tahu... tapi..macam dah berkecamuk je... haha.. takpe.. dengan nama Allah aku bertawakal kepadanya...anyway.. i suddenly love cns and ms sebab semuanya nampak logical...
anyway need to brush up on cns, msk ngan renal.. lain tuh macam dah berserah je.. baca ulang2 pun macam takda guna je.. ngan git gak.. kena baca pathology.. huhuhu...
anyway trying to simulate exam conditions sekarang nih.. agak sukar utk duduk 3 jam straight sebab sakit belakang.. ahah kena pakai koyok le nampak gayanya..
haha hari ni tetiba jadi gembira sebentar.. budak jasin(utk sesapa yg faham je) menegur aku...
study jgn tak study..
quote of the day:
never underestimate the power of guided faith,
and
never underestimate the stupidity of blind faith.
medical trivia of the day:
HPV infection associated with benign condylomata HPV 11 and 13
HPV infection associated with cervical cancer.. 16,18,31,33
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Studies...
haha a 11 days lagi dah nak finals.. sekarang dok ada kat MMS baca manga kat internet..
studies are going ok.. nak kena struggle a bit la kalo nak habiskan all the systems in time..
i've finished respi, haemato, cvs(sikit lagi) and just finished endo.. but somehow tak buleh nak ingat manifestations in hypersecretion of adrenals .. cushing's , congenital adrenal hyperplasia.. blablah... tonight habiskan renal ngan go through git and a bit of msk..
nowadays just concentrating on the pathology lectures for sem 3.. lecture sue chen physiology dah tak larat dah.. couldn't be bothered.. harap tak kuar le exam nanti.. insya-Allah.. anyway anyone reading this.. just pray for me..
sekarang ni dahle bothered by back pain.. terpaksa tampal koyok.. practicing the convergence and dermatomal rule for referred pain haha..
no more futsal for me after i get my back checked out ( clinically yah)
studies are going ok.. nak kena struggle a bit la kalo nak habiskan all the systems in time..
i've finished respi, haemato, cvs(sikit lagi) and just finished endo.. but somehow tak buleh nak ingat manifestations in hypersecretion of adrenals .. cushing's , congenital adrenal hyperplasia.. blablah... tonight habiskan renal ngan go through git and a bit of msk..
nowadays just concentrating on the pathology lectures for sem 3.. lecture sue chen physiology dah tak larat dah.. couldn't be bothered.. harap tak kuar le exam nanti.. insya-Allah.. anyway anyone reading this.. just pray for me..
sekarang ni dahle bothered by back pain.. terpaksa tampal koyok.. practicing the convergence and dermatomal rule for referred pain haha..
no more futsal for me after i get my back checked out ( clinically yah)
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Batch Photo
aku ngan sarah
aku ngan didi
gambar team bola
semua muka 'stress' nak exam
p/s: click to enlarge the pictures
Deeparaya IMU
sibuk la ko kasemsuk
apa yg jeremy dok tengok tuh
apa yg yuhana dok buat tuh
maam, the lonely loner(kononnya)
aku, rahman ngan dhania, tiga bersaudara
kontrol2
Open House Pakcik Amir
makan kat tepi longkang
muka2 tak dapat makan ayam
ezran enter frame
bangla mana tah sesat tuh..
haha aku ngan peminat2 aku(memain)
pejam jgn tak pejam kak dell
Sunday, November 27, 2005
songs ( new)
Mimpi Yang Sempurna - Peter Pan
mungkinkah bila ku bertanya
pada bintang-bintang
dan bila ku mulai merasa
bahasa kesunyian
salahkah aku yang berjalan
dalam kehampaan
terdiam, terpana, terbata
semua dalam keraguan
* aku dan semua
yang terluka karena kita
reff: aku kan menghilang
dalam pekat malam
lepas ku melayang
biarlah ku bertanya
pada bintang-bintang
tentang arti kita
dalam mimpi yang sempurna
repeat *back to reff
p/s: got the song from kash.. an okay song, i like the one with the piano.. but maybe the lyrics are a bit simplistic kot..
quote of the day
There is nothing so powerful as the truth and nothing so strange
-daniel webster-
mungkinkah bila ku bertanya
pada bintang-bintang
dan bila ku mulai merasa
bahasa kesunyian
salahkah aku yang berjalan
dalam kehampaan
terdiam, terpana, terbata
semua dalam keraguan
* aku dan semua
yang terluka karena kita
reff: aku kan menghilang
dalam pekat malam
lepas ku melayang
biarlah ku bertanya
pada bintang-bintang
tentang arti kita
dalam mimpi yang sempurna
repeat *back to reff
p/s: got the song from kash.. an okay song, i like the one with the piano.. but maybe the lyrics are a bit simplistic kot..
quote of the day
There is nothing so powerful as the truth and nothing so strange
-daniel webster-
Deeparaya IMU
had the deepavali and raya celebration last wednesday.. it was a free day anyway.. we had our last lecture(hopefully) of the semester on tuesday.. paul chen punya lecture..
we were hosting some kids from a few homes around kl.. it's pretty good watching someone else do the work.. haha.. pegi utk makan je.. best...
anyway.. okla apa diaorang buat.. ada karaoke lagu hindustan ngan ada joget.. haha..
semua masa tuh dak tak concentrate.. dah terliur tengok makanan je..
budak2 sem5 dok baca nota.. kira tunjuk rajin le.. padahal satu apa tak masuk pun..
anyway thursday was spent studying utk health issues la..
ok la exam health issues tuh.. lepas solat jumaat exam dia.. i feel i did FAIRLY OK la for that exam..
lepas tuh terus dapat CNS results... masa tuh i was anticipating i got an F atau E ke.. tapi thank god le not that bad.. haha anyhow.. fail gak.. takpe2 kena revise CNS.. after CNS pegi le jumpa doktor x because i missed two pbl's.. for very valid reasons..
anyway.. i found out that my pbl group pegi combine semua pbl and that on record i missed 4.. hampeh tul ..
told dr. x i'll write a letter tapi dia kata takpe le.. just sign.. that was after a while of buat muka kesian kat dia le.. agak2 kalu dapat dr.chu wan loy most probably i'll miss my end of semester exams kot.. takpe le . alhamdulilah.. no harm done.. lepas ni kena datang le pbl..
just for the record this is my first time i've missed pbl's since the end of semester 3
disclaimer : the above are purely fictional and not related to anyone or anything.. if there is an association it is purely coincidental.. reject H one and accept H nought... it is not statiscally significant..
p/s : pictures of deeparaya ngan open house pakcik amir kena tunggu le.. tak dapat nak upload.. i'll try to upload in imu.. faster connection
we were hosting some kids from a few homes around kl.. it's pretty good watching someone else do the work.. haha.. pegi utk makan je.. best...
anyway.. okla apa diaorang buat.. ada karaoke lagu hindustan ngan ada joget.. haha..
semua masa tuh dak tak concentrate.. dah terliur tengok makanan je..
budak2 sem5 dok baca nota.. kira tunjuk rajin le.. padahal satu apa tak masuk pun..
anyway thursday was spent studying utk health issues la..
ok la exam health issues tuh.. lepas solat jumaat exam dia.. i feel i did FAIRLY OK la for that exam..
lepas tuh terus dapat CNS results... masa tuh i was anticipating i got an F atau E ke.. tapi thank god le not that bad.. haha anyhow.. fail gak.. takpe2 kena revise CNS.. after CNS pegi le jumpa doktor x because i missed two pbl's.. for very valid reasons..
anyway.. i found out that my pbl group pegi combine semua pbl and that on record i missed 4.. hampeh tul ..
told dr. x i'll write a letter tapi dia kata takpe le.. just sign.. that was after a while of buat muka kesian kat dia le.. agak2 kalu dapat dr.chu wan loy most probably i'll miss my end of semester exams kot.. takpe le . alhamdulilah.. no harm done.. lepas ni kena datang le pbl..
just for the record this is my first time i've missed pbl's since the end of semester 3
disclaimer : the above are purely fictional and not related to anyone or anything.. if there is an association it is purely coincidental.. reject H one and accept H nought... it is not statiscally significant..
p/s : pictures of deeparaya ngan open house pakcik amir kena tunggu le.. tak dapat nak upload.. i'll try to upload in imu.. faster connection
Sunday, November 20, 2005
grey's anatomy
this is a new series on american tv le.. about 5 surgical interns in seattle, detroit.. buleh tahan le cerita dia.. anyway a liked a narration on one of the episodes and i'm putting it up here
diambil dan diolah :
Benjamin Franklin said
never leave that till tommorow, that you can do today...
He who hesitates is lost,
we can't pretend we've never been told..
by the poets and people before us
to seize the day
to take a chance
still sometimes we have to see for ourselves
we have to make our own mistakes
we have to learn our own lessons
we have to sweep today's possibilities
under tommorow's rug
until we' cant anymore
until we finally understand for ourselves
what benjamin franklin said..
that knowing is better than wondering..
that waking is better than sleeping
and that even the biggest failure
the worst most intractable mistake
beats the hell out of
never trying
sure i've made mistakes,
mistakes that i regret
up to this day
but
i can look at myself
in the mirror everyday
and say that..
i did try my best
and this is why
i can live with myself
diambil dan diolah :
Benjamin Franklin said
never leave that till tommorow, that you can do today...
He who hesitates is lost,
we can't pretend we've never been told..
by the poets and people before us
to seize the day
to take a chance
still sometimes we have to see for ourselves
we have to make our own mistakes
we have to learn our own lessons
we have to sweep today's possibilities
under tommorow's rug
until we' cant anymore
until we finally understand for ourselves
what benjamin franklin said..
that knowing is better than wondering..
that waking is better than sleeping
and that even the biggest failure
the worst most intractable mistake
beats the hell out of
never trying
sure i've made mistakes,
mistakes that i regret
up to this day
but
i can look at myself
in the mirror everyday
and say that..
i did try my best
and this is why
i can live with myself
forwarded messages, e-mails...
throughout my life in cyberspace... i've got quite a lot of forwarded messages about... jokes, religion, mushy2 stuff , halal & haram of almost all of the food in the market now. etc..
you get the drift la..
maybe sometimes if it was nice i'd forward it to my friends.. now in hindsight.. i somehow see myself as a bit naive at that point of time..
this week i got quite a number of e-mails and messages (forwarded as usual and i cracked.. i'm taking issue with this kind of things now.. maybe)
about e-mail yg pasal halal dengan haram makanan and everything related to it
i think this week i got something about japanese food and stuff.. saying about 90% of these foods are haram.. haha i'm a japanese food lover.. i like sushi and all those type of stuff..
anyway.. the thing that made me a bit pissed off was that this e-mail from someone who could read japanese kata le.. ada lemak babi le pe benda etc... and all this he gathered just from translating these things..
well i don't really mind and i commend him for doing so.. tapi bila dia kata tanda2 halal jakim yg ada on these products tipu je benarnya.. these people just put it there ikut suka hati.. itu yg panas tuh...
first, tanda halal jakim ni bukan kita buleh beli, if it's there it's certified.. why do we have a body to monitor these kind of things tapi kita tak percaya lak bile diaorang bagi certification...isn't that a bit stupid..
second, i'm just too tired of people saying yg diaorang ada inside connection la tahu camna diorang buat benda2 camni la, when you say this kind of things it can lead to slander ( fitnah)..
Nabi S.A.W. sendiri sebut.. kalo ada tuduhan , kita siasat la tuduhan tuh.. nih kekadang kita fwd je benda2 tuh.. there was a time bila kuar cerita pasal hot dog kat malaysia yg disediakan by one of the companies tuh ada lemak babi, my father who works in this field cakap that was only gossip created to discredit that company.. <-- this is my point
yg cerita2 pasal paderi sabah masuk islam..
this story has been told to the death by everyone..
i don't even really know if it's true pun... bagusla semua org semangat sebarkan cerita2 pasal islam tapi don't go to the point nak discredit org.. bukti tak cukup...
even brother shah kirit from saba islamic media sendiri cakap yg benda nih tak betul.. dia dah cuba siasat...
e-mails pertaining to matters of Islam
memang bagusle fwd2 e-mail pasal sirah, zikir, wirid2 nih
tapi bila dia ada claim that if u forward this e-mail hajat kita akan dimakbulkan...
sapa yg ajar ni? wallahuwa'lam le tapi sejak bila e-mail buleh tolong kita sampai tahap camtu..
lagi2 dalam e-mail tuh.. they imply somehow if u don't forward those e-mail.. ur unIslamic..
ada ke... memang le bagus kita menyampaikan ayat2 dari Allah.. sifat nabi.. menyampaikan..
but be careful how you word this kind of things
one more thing.. kalu kita nak hajat kita dimakbulkan... just ask from Allah.. straight to him..
HE listens, HE hears, Allah sebut doalah dan dia akan makbulkan.. walaupun kita mintak semua isi dalam seluruh dunia ni.. Allah tetap kaya... dan sikit pun tak kurang keagungan dia..
just ask from HIM... and have faith and confidence.. insya-Allah
you get the drift la..
maybe sometimes if it was nice i'd forward it to my friends.. now in hindsight.. i somehow see myself as a bit naive at that point of time..
this week i got quite a number of e-mails and messages (forwarded as usual and i cracked.. i'm taking issue with this kind of things now.. maybe)
about e-mail yg pasal halal dengan haram makanan and everything related to it
i think this week i got something about japanese food and stuff.. saying about 90% of these foods are haram.. haha i'm a japanese food lover.. i like sushi and all those type of stuff..
anyway.. the thing that made me a bit pissed off was that this e-mail from someone who could read japanese kata le.. ada lemak babi le pe benda etc... and all this he gathered just from translating these things..
well i don't really mind and i commend him for doing so.. tapi bila dia kata tanda2 halal jakim yg ada on these products tipu je benarnya.. these people just put it there ikut suka hati.. itu yg panas tuh...
first, tanda halal jakim ni bukan kita buleh beli, if it's there it's certified.. why do we have a body to monitor these kind of things tapi kita tak percaya lak bile diaorang bagi certification...isn't that a bit stupid..
second, i'm just too tired of people saying yg diaorang ada inside connection la tahu camna diorang buat benda2 camni la, when you say this kind of things it can lead to slander ( fitnah)..
Nabi S.A.W. sendiri sebut.. kalo ada tuduhan , kita siasat la tuduhan tuh.. nih kekadang kita fwd je benda2 tuh.. there was a time bila kuar cerita pasal hot dog kat malaysia yg disediakan by one of the companies tuh ada lemak babi, my father who works in this field cakap that was only gossip created to discredit that company.. <-- this is my point
yg cerita2 pasal paderi sabah masuk islam..
this story has been told to the death by everyone..
i don't even really know if it's true pun... bagusla semua org semangat sebarkan cerita2 pasal islam tapi don't go to the point nak discredit org.. bukti tak cukup...
even brother shah kirit from saba islamic media sendiri cakap yg benda nih tak betul.. dia dah cuba siasat...
e-mails pertaining to matters of Islam
memang bagusle fwd2 e-mail pasal sirah, zikir, wirid2 nih
tapi bila dia ada claim that if u forward this e-mail hajat kita akan dimakbulkan...
sapa yg ajar ni? wallahuwa'lam le tapi sejak bila e-mail buleh tolong kita sampai tahap camtu..
lagi2 dalam e-mail tuh.. they imply somehow if u don't forward those e-mail.. ur unIslamic..
ada ke... memang le bagus kita menyampaikan ayat2 dari Allah.. sifat nabi.. menyampaikan..
but be careful how you word this kind of things
one more thing.. kalu kita nak hajat kita dimakbulkan... just ask from Allah.. straight to him..
HE listens, HE hears, Allah sebut doalah dan dia akan makbulkan.. walaupun kita mintak semua isi dalam seluruh dunia ni.. Allah tetap kaya... dan sikit pun tak kurang keagungan dia..
just ask from HIM... and have faith and confidence.. insya-Allah
e-mails- friendship blah2 blah...
this is the commonest type of forwarded e-mails i get..
haha at one point of time.. i was also naive and i fwd gak le benda2 nih..
'fwd this e-mail to all your TRUE friends' all these kinds of stuff le..
but i realised la.. u getting forwarded e-mails from ur friends don't necessarily mean that ur TRUE friends with someone..
this type of things u have to prove with REAL actions la oi..
anyway this is my two cents on these kind of stuff..
disclaimer: jgn le ada yg marah baca benda ni.. kalu ada yg terasa tak disengajakan..
minta maaf...
Sunday, November 13, 2005
My Mock OSCE
had my mock osce last thursday...
i just prepared for 3 systems masa tu.. prepared for CVS, GIT ngan RESPI..
baca le sikit2 pasal ECG ngan X-rays.. anyway we had 2 Physical Examination stations, 3 self standing , and 2 history taking stations..
i did fairly good la kot for history seeing as i didn't study a thing for CNS ngan apa tah lagi satu station..
self standing biasa je.. ada jawab ada yg tak terjawab..
haha anyway i got dr. nagamani ngan doktor ranjit lagi sekali for my PE's
i did well for dr. ranjit's station , except that i didn't ask the patient to breathe in and out ( we don't need to remind people to do this) when palpating for the spleen
Felix fell asleep when i was palpating his spleen.. ada ke..
haha anyway seperti biasa mesti ada problem kat station Dr.Nagamani...
last time i got her for musculoskeletal punya mock OSCE i failed her station because i did passive movement .. she wanted active movement..
anyway for her station this time, i needed to test the sensations of the patient.. i just passed the station le dapat 6.5 marks
dahle kalut sebentar sebab tak expect station CNS untk keluar... regained my composure and just tembak le apa yg ada..
given 3 items.. cotton, tuning fork, pins .. if i recall correctly.. just went for the cotton . paling senang..
anyway did everything ok except for asking the patient to CLOSE HIS EYES..
anyway okay la kot.. seeing as i didn't prepare utk CNS punya OSCE
p/s : trying to experiment with the colours of the font
i just prepared for 3 systems masa tu.. prepared for CVS, GIT ngan RESPI..
baca le sikit2 pasal ECG ngan X-rays.. anyway we had 2 Physical Examination stations, 3 self standing , and 2 history taking stations..
i did fairly good la kot for history seeing as i didn't study a thing for CNS ngan apa tah lagi satu station..
self standing biasa je.. ada jawab ada yg tak terjawab..
haha anyway i got dr. nagamani ngan doktor ranjit lagi sekali for my PE's
i did well for dr. ranjit's station , except that i didn't ask the patient to breathe in and out ( we don't need to remind people to do this) when palpating for the spleen
Felix fell asleep when i was palpating his spleen.. ada ke..
haha anyway seperti biasa mesti ada problem kat station Dr.Nagamani...
last time i got her for musculoskeletal punya mock OSCE i failed her station because i did passive movement .. she wanted active movement..
anyway for her station this time, i needed to test the sensations of the patient.. i just passed the station le dapat 6.5 marks
dahle kalut sebentar sebab tak expect station CNS untk keluar... regained my composure and just tembak le apa yg ada..
given 3 items.. cotton, tuning fork, pins .. if i recall correctly.. just went for the cotton . paling senang..
anyway did everything ok except for asking the patient to CLOSE HIS EYES..
anyway okay la kot.. seeing as i didn't prepare utk CNS punya OSCE
p/s : trying to experiment with the colours of the font
Proses Penuaan is proportional to Sindrom KKS ( Kurang Kasih Sayang hahaha..)
this week.. another one of my friend succumbed to the aging process and turned 22 .. haha..
i'm drawing up a conclusion that old people as they age get afflicted by KKS syndrome.. haha
aetiology
idiopathic
unknown aetiology
or possibly psychogenic
predisposing factors
infection by Clostridium AkudahTua's
previous history of infection ( reactivation)
signs and symptoms
keeps asking people what's the date.. when today is their birthday.. ( while their handphone which shows the date is in their hand)
a very high amount of old jokes with older people..
unexplainable state of mania
suddenly throwing a dinner for everyone after no one wished them for getting old..
getting upset when no one turns up for the dinner.. haha
etc
investigation
confirmation of the date of birth..
not wishing someone on their birthday will likely cause a momentary aphasia in patients for two or three days
when you are constantly reminded by them of their birthdays haha
management
throw them into the vista pool..
buy them some food..
ignore them all together and they'll go away ( pakcik)
be creative..
complications
sequlae of infection may result in the condition.. AkuTanakKawanKorgLupaBesdayAku
permanent loss of speech
etc
these are the cardinal symptoms of the KKS syndrome.. but be reminded other mental states or pathologies can also bring about this syndrome...
Disclaimer :
the above symptoms are only theoretical and purely fictional.. it is not related to any real person dead or alive.. any similarities are of pure coincidence .. i am not liable to any lawsuits or any type of civil action..
moving on...
on friday it was thursday it was azri's birthday.. we went to mcdonald's awan besar ngan ahli2 'Study group' dia .. haha anyway here are some pictures and some of the pictures are a bit of a queer nature.. anyway if u just want to see the pictures at a larger size.. just click on them
anyway.. the next day.. i missed pbl at 8.30a.m... the first time since semester 4
hancurlah hatiku.. haha.. anyway i need to see dr. Radha to explain why i didn't attend.. went to sleep that night around 4.30a.m. woke up around 6.30a.m. tidur balik and woke up somewhere around 8a.m. tertidur balik.. sedar2 dah pukul 10a.m. and i had 2 messages in my inbox.. thank god i didn't hv to present any topic on that day.. i was the group leader.. just needed to summarise the whole pbl.. takpa le.. keja senang.. anyway azri pun miss pbl.. demam.. hahah
friday was uneventful seperti biasa.. except for the part lepas jumaat tuh pi le makan cendol.. malam sakit perut.. malam tuh k.dijapahmiha.. pi open house kat vista.. dahle tak ajak.. heheh
sakit perut lain kali saya turun...
p/s:al-fatihah utk nenek azri yg meninggal sebelum raya tahun ini
i'm drawing up a conclusion that old people as they age get afflicted by KKS syndrome.. haha
aetiology
idiopathic
unknown aetiology
or possibly psychogenic
predisposing factors
infection by Clostridium AkudahTua's
previous history of infection ( reactivation)
signs and symptoms
keeps asking people what's the date.. when today is their birthday.. ( while their handphone which shows the date is in their hand)
a very high amount of old jokes with older people..
unexplainable state of mania
suddenly throwing a dinner for everyone after no one wished them for getting old..
getting upset when no one turns up for the dinner.. haha
etc
investigation
confirmation of the date of birth..
not wishing someone on their birthday will likely cause a momentary aphasia in patients for two or three days
when you are constantly reminded by them of their birthdays haha
management
throw them into the vista pool..
buy them some food..
ignore them all together and they'll go away ( pakcik)
be creative..
complications
sequlae of infection may result in the condition.. AkuTanakKawanKorgLupaBesdayAku
permanent loss of speech
etc
these are the cardinal symptoms of the KKS syndrome.. but be reminded other mental states or pathologies can also bring about this syndrome...
Disclaimer :
the above symptoms are only theoretical and purely fictional.. it is not related to any real person dead or alive.. any similarities are of pure coincidence .. i am not liable to any lawsuits or any type of civil action..
moving on...
on friday it was thursday it was azri's birthday.. we went to mcdonald's awan besar ngan ahli2 'Study group' dia .. haha anyway here are some pictures and some of the pictures are a bit of a queer nature.. anyway if u just want to see the pictures at a larger size.. just click on them
anyway.. the next day.. i missed pbl at 8.30a.m... the first time since semester 4
hancurlah hatiku.. haha.. anyway i need to see dr. Radha to explain why i didn't attend.. went to sleep that night around 4.30a.m. woke up around 6.30a.m. tidur balik and woke up somewhere around 8a.m. tertidur balik.. sedar2 dah pukul 10a.m. and i had 2 messages in my inbox.. thank god i didn't hv to present any topic on that day.. i was the group leader.. just needed to summarise the whole pbl.. takpa le.. keja senang.. anyway azri pun miss pbl.. demam.. hahah
friday was uneventful seperti biasa.. except for the part lepas jumaat tuh pi le makan cendol.. malam sakit perut.. malam tuh k.dijapahmiha.. pi open house kat vista.. dahle tak ajak.. heheh
sakit perut lain kali saya turun...
p/s:al-fatihah utk nenek azri yg meninggal sebelum raya tahun ini
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
mood today ---> stable
today is turning out okay. baru je habis pbl pagi tadi... dahle kena jadi leader.. takpale.. dah biasa shift everything.. managed to escape doing the topic anyway..
supposed to menempek kat pakcik punya osce practice tapi sebab tak bawak lab coat .. takpe le lainkali le kot..
mock osce pun hari khamis ni..
somewhere around 11 nak buat revision haematology ngan gabby dan toba.. tengok le dulu
almost finishing haematology dah.. semalam tidur awal sikit study.. dalam pukul 2 pagi haha.. itu pun tertidur.. sebab dah letih sangat..
anyway, my mother , father and sister ngan anak dia baru semalam flew off to melbourne for their holidays.. huhu i'm stuck here.. haha takpa... can concentrate study..
a derived quote from prof paul chen:
you do your best, let Allah do the rest
song..
by incubus.. talkshows on mute
Talk Shows on Mute
Take a bow
Pack on powder
Wash 'em out with buzzing lights
Pay an audience to care'
Impress me' personality
Still and transfixed
The electric sheep are dreaming of your face
Enjoy you from the chemical
Comfort all America
Come one, come all
Into nineteen-eightyfour
Yeah, three, two, one...
Lights! camera! transaction!
Quick, Your time is almost up
Make 'em forget that they're the moth
Edging in towards the flame
Burn into obscurity
Still and transfixed
The electric sheep but dreaming up your fate
We judge you from the card castle
Comfort all America
Come one, come all
Into nineteen-eightyfour
Yeah, three, two, one...
Lights! camera! transaction!
Your foundation is canyoning
Fault lines should be worn with pride
I hate to say it But you're so much more
You're so much more endearing with the sound turned off
p/s: i love this comic strip.. www.babyblues .com..
supposed to menempek kat pakcik punya osce practice tapi sebab tak bawak lab coat .. takpe le lainkali le kot..
mock osce pun hari khamis ni..
somewhere around 11 nak buat revision haematology ngan gabby dan toba.. tengok le dulu
almost finishing haematology dah.. semalam tidur awal sikit study.. dalam pukul 2 pagi haha.. itu pun tertidur.. sebab dah letih sangat..
anyway, my mother , father and sister ngan anak dia baru semalam flew off to melbourne for their holidays.. huhu i'm stuck here.. haha takpa... can concentrate study..
a derived quote from prof paul chen:
you do your best, let Allah do the rest
song..
by incubus.. talkshows on mute
Talk Shows on Mute
Take a bow
Pack on powder
Wash 'em out with buzzing lights
Pay an audience to care'
Impress me' personality
Still and transfixed
The electric sheep are dreaming of your face
Enjoy you from the chemical
Comfort all America
Come one, come all
Into nineteen-eightyfour
Yeah, three, two, one...
Lights! camera! transaction!
Quick, Your time is almost up
Make 'em forget that they're the moth
Edging in towards the flame
Burn into obscurity
Still and transfixed
The electric sheep but dreaming up your fate
We judge you from the card castle
Comfort all America
Come one, come all
Into nineteen-eightyfour
Yeah, three, two, one...
Lights! camera! transaction!
Your foundation is canyoning
Fault lines should be worn with pride
I hate to say it But you're so much more
You're so much more endearing with the sound turned off
p/s: i love this comic strip.. www.babyblues .com..
Sunday, November 06, 2005
i like this song.. don't read too much into it though
Howie Day - Collide
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide
I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find, you and I collide
Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide
You finally find You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide
I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find, you and I collide
Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide
You finally find You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
another song
haha buat mereka di babigrad.. haha takdale..
Kukatakan Dengan Indah ( peterpan)
kukatakan dengan indah
dengan terbuka
hatiku hampa
sepertinya luka
menghampirinya
kau beri rasa
yg berbeda
mungkin kusalah
mengartikannya
yang kurasa cinta
* tetapi hatiku
selalu meninggikanmu
terlalu meninggikanmu
selalu meninggikanmu
** kau hancurkan hatiku
hancurkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku
tuk melihatmu
kau terangi jiwaku
kau redupkan lagih
kau hancurkan hatiku
tuk melihatmu
back to *
membuatku terjatuh
dan terjatuh lagi
** membuatku merasakan
yang tak terjadi
semua yang terbaik
dan terlewati
semua yang terhenti
tanpa kuakhiri
"Hold On" - Good Charlotte
This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to know more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on
Kukatakan Dengan Indah ( peterpan)
kukatakan dengan indah
dengan terbuka
hatiku hampa
sepertinya luka
menghampirinya
kau beri rasa
yg berbeda
mungkin kusalah
mengartikannya
yang kurasa cinta
* tetapi hatiku
selalu meninggikanmu
terlalu meninggikanmu
selalu meninggikanmu
** kau hancurkan hatiku
hancurkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku
tuk melihatmu
kau terangi jiwaku
kau redupkan lagih
kau hancurkan hatiku
tuk melihatmu
back to *
membuatku terjatuh
dan terjatuh lagi
** membuatku merasakan
yang tak terjadi
semua yang terbaik
dan terlewati
semua yang terhenti
tanpa kuakhiri
"Hold On" - Good Charlotte
This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to know more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on
i wanna rant
i've been a bit grumpy this raya.. a number of contributing factors... exams, drama raya, klasmate 'rimas' ( haha) memacam la... frankly i dun give a damn anymore.. i just want to do well in my exams insya-Allah
i've seen a lack of empathization process throughout raya this year.. so let's talk about empathy a bit..
definition of empathy by oxford
the power of identifying oneself mentally with ( and so fully comprehending) person or object of contemplation
my definition of empathy..
putting yourself in someones shoes and to anticipate how the person feels..
too often have i seen people complain, nag, moan about THEIR feelings.. THEIR thoughts.. and totally disregarding everyone else's punya thoughts... this is what we call SELFISH.. there is no other word for it.. it sickens me too see this going on.. people nowadays are too apathetic towards everything around them... saying that it's got nothing to do with them.. hal org lain la.. all the bull the can come up with.. this is a general malaise among US malaysians.. we simply do not care anymore about anyone other than ourselves.. that's why we see what's happening now.. with all the crime rate.. the social problems.. people don't think.. ( maybe some think la)
we complain about our feelings without even a thought crossing in our mind.. what are the feelings of other people.. bagusla semua org macam ni.. bravo!
-rant over-
my advice- think before u do something.. i can't give a flying fck for these kind of people anymore.. sorry bout the language.. u can see i'm clearly distressed but not in respiratory distress or any obvious pain
the opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference
the opposite of art is not ugliness , it's indifference
the opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference
and the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference
-elie wiesel-
never be indifferent
i've seen a lack of empathization process throughout raya this year.. so let's talk about empathy a bit..
definition of empathy by oxford
the power of identifying oneself mentally with ( and so fully comprehending) person or object of contemplation
my definition of empathy..
putting yourself in someones shoes and to anticipate how the person feels..
too often have i seen people complain, nag, moan about THEIR feelings.. THEIR thoughts.. and totally disregarding everyone else's punya thoughts... this is what we call SELFISH.. there is no other word for it.. it sickens me too see this going on.. people nowadays are too apathetic towards everything around them... saying that it's got nothing to do with them.. hal org lain la.. all the bull the can come up with.. this is a general malaise among US malaysians.. we simply do not care anymore about anyone other than ourselves.. that's why we see what's happening now.. with all the crime rate.. the social problems.. people don't think.. ( maybe some think la)
we complain about our feelings without even a thought crossing in our mind.. what are the feelings of other people.. bagusla semua org macam ni.. bravo!
-rant over-
my advice- think before u do something.. i can't give a flying fck for these kind of people anymore.. sorry bout the language.. u can see i'm clearly distressed but not in respiratory distress or any obvious pain
the opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference
the opposite of art is not ugliness , it's indifference
the opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference
and the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference
-elie wiesel-
never be indifferent
my raya
this years raya.. just like any other raya... kerja banyak.. drama raya banyak, mercun raya banyak , lemang nak kena bakar banyak...
hahaa
raya fell on a thursday this year.. i had the notion that raya was going to be on wednesday.. itule tak check kalendar betul2..
anyway went back to masjid tanah on tuesday morning.. i was driving my mother's punya keta chevrolet.. sebab semua org balik lambat and my brother was going back to his wife's house in kuantan.. anyway this is the second time la driving long distance.. not that masjid tanah is that far away.. a reasonable distance la jugak.. anyway it took me somewhere around an hour an a half la driving balik kampung.. the other time i drove long distance was when i went to janda baik , pahang pakai kereta proton saga tersayang.. had a student camp there.. drove up there with kasemsuk and wiz...
well driving back to melaka wasn't that hard compared to going up karak and genting sempah..
anyway raya ni kira complete le lebih kurang driving for 300kilometres.. to and fro tambah masa kat melaka lagi...
driving dalam melaka susah sikit la kot..
tuesday..
came back to melaka.. stopped on the way beli barang2 utk raya nanti.. daging etc...
anyway came back terus start membersih rumah le.. menyapu, mengemop sikit2,
membasuh kolah air , membasuh tandas, bergolek2 atas karpet..
after that rehat jap lepas tu terus pi pekan.. kena pi beli dapur gas ngan tong gas sebab tikus2 handalan kat kampung aku pegi gigit salur gas ( tikus ni makan racun pun tak mati)
siap sempat pg beli televisyen jenama TOBISHI .. 21 inci cost around rm 300, quite cheap, tapi jenama cikai.. asal buleh tengok... anyway malam tuh yg ada kat kampung was me, ain, my mother and my family maid.. lain tarak.. this year ramai yg tak dapat balik melaka.. itu yg timbul drama raya haha... masa kat kampung le memalam buta dok rajin nak study nota haematology.. anyway byk gak progress study kat kampung.. sebab nothing much to do..
terawih sekejap lepas tuh tidur la
wednesday
that morning bangun le tgk champions league match liverpool vs anderlecht on tv3.. basically i was watching a tv screen yg penuh ngan statik.. couldn't see the faces.. could just see red figures running around on the tv.. bila dia zoom barula nampak sikit2.. anyway liverpool won 3-0.. djibril cisse scored a goal that was somewhat atypical for him, slotting the ball between the legs of the keeper..
anyway.. it was a good way to start a long day..
lepas subuh terus pg pasar ngan mak aku..
memacam le nak pg beli.. pukul 6 pagi pasar gerenti dah penuh le... nak beratur beli ayam,mee rebus le, sayur le, beli santan 4 kilogram.. nak kena beratur lagi pulak dah.. tgh2 le kitaorang ni beratur selamba je ada makcik tua cutting line... mintak 5 kilogram santan.. takpa sabar itu penting...
balik2 dari pasar tidur sampai pukul 10, bangun.. terus kena start membakar lemang 20 batang sorang2.. kayu api dah ada org tolong carikkan, anyway siap bakar lemang dalam pukul 1 tengah hari .. lepas tuh biar le.. dia kering sendiri lemang tuh... lemang tahun ni sepertimana tahun lepas sangat sedap haha.. sebab aku yg bakar... tapi rating dia lebih kurang 8 out of 10.(honest rating) tahun lepas dapat 6 setengah je sebab mentah sikit kat bawah lemang tuh..
habis bakar lemang petang tuh rehat jap le.. kat2 maghrib tuh siapkan rumah sikit sebab malam nanti confirm ada rombongan surau datang takbir raya kat rumah..
pak andak aku ngan sepupu aku datang jap dari labu , negeri sembilan bukak pose, lepas tu balik ke labu gak sebab first raya diaorang raya kat Senaling , N9..
malam tuh main mercun pun sikit2 sebab takda geng membakar.. letih aku nak membaling mercun telur arahkan kat bahruh(rumah bawah.. kalu rumah kat atas org melaka panggil rumah darat).. malam tuh biasa je except for the fact dalam pukul 2 pagi nampak cam kilat kat belakang rumah aku.. aku tidur bilik belakang rumah aku.. buat bodoh je le sebab memang susah le nak ada kilat kat belakang rumah aku sebab ada bukit ngan tebing...
pagi raya
bangun.. lepas subuh terus pegi ziarah kubur nenek, datuk ngan pak long aku, dalam pukul 6.15, gelap lagi gak.. bersihkan sikit kubur tuh ngan buat tahlil sepertimana tetiap tahun...
balik dari situ terus pegi kubur mak ngah ngan pak ngah aku pulak...
anyway tahun ni solat raya sorang2 le sebab lelaki takda org.. nasib baik sampai awal , dapat gak duduk kat dalam masjid.. ada yg datang tak muat sebab masjid penuh.. last2 diaorang balik je terus..
habis solat raya.. duk kat rumah le menerima kunjungan raya.. tahun ni ramai seperti biasa le orgnya.. tapi pakai cawan ngan pinggan plastik le.. mudahkan kerja..
first hari raya tak dapat nak kuar le sebab ramai sangat org.. aku dok rumah le sampai ke petang bila pak andak aku balik..
malam tuh pi raya rumah pak lang belah ayah aku kat kampung sebelah.. dahle balik2 kena bawak budak2 ni pi funfair.. ada ke tengah2 raya pg buat funfair.. jenuh la nak membawak.. ain dok meraung-raung merajuk sebab my mother bg pegi funfair tapi tak buleh naik ride.. huhu.. kita pulak jadik mangsa.. dahle masa tengah2 kat funfair sepupu aku yg hyper sedikit tuh hilang sebentar..
nasib baik le jumpa.. haha
2nd raya..
my brother came back from kuantan lepas tuh pgle ke alor gajah, bukit rambai pegi beraya rumah nenek belah ayah aku ngan pak utih aku.. alor gajah ngan bukit rambai ni 2 tempat yg jauh gila.. agak letih gak le drive jejauh... kira hari ni penuh ngan aktivit beraya le
koleksi raya tahun ni kurang memberangsangkan.. dalam 60 ringgit je aku rasa
tu pun habis membayar duit tol.. hampeh tul samy vellu...
malam tuh makan kfc je le dah muak sangat makan lemang, ketupat, mee rebus etc...
abg amin datang dari ampangan beraya kat rumah aku.. habis2 tuh pi le habiskan sikit stok mercun ngan abang aku.. and somewhere aroung 9.30 pm tuh pi le beraya tanjung keling rumah aboy ( rahman.. gelaran dia kat rumah dia.. haha abg dia dok insisting yg dia anak angkat sbb takda likeness ngan sesapa dalam family).. dahle diaorang hidang kfc lagi.. huhu...
sabtu..
balik ke pj.. duk rumah
pak andak aku datang raya rumah ...
that night liverpool menang lagi.. against aston villa . menang 2-0
anyway that night i was in a bit of a crappy mood.. org carik pasal
kurang sikit le crappy dalam pukul 2 pagi.. msg ngan call member2 aku jap lepas tuh...
ahad
bangun pagi.. somewhere around 9 pagi ada kat seremban pi beraya rumah tuan mufti N9,
lepas tuh pi beraya ke rumah abg amin kat ampangan.. petang tadi pg jap beraya rumah pak lang ngan pak itam aku kat puchong.. kiranya visit2 wajib dah lepas la..
haha
hahaa
raya fell on a thursday this year.. i had the notion that raya was going to be on wednesday.. itule tak check kalendar betul2..
anyway went back to masjid tanah on tuesday morning.. i was driving my mother's punya keta chevrolet.. sebab semua org balik lambat and my brother was going back to his wife's house in kuantan.. anyway this is the second time la driving long distance.. not that masjid tanah is that far away.. a reasonable distance la jugak.. anyway it took me somewhere around an hour an a half la driving balik kampung.. the other time i drove long distance was when i went to janda baik , pahang pakai kereta proton saga tersayang.. had a student camp there.. drove up there with kasemsuk and wiz...
well driving back to melaka wasn't that hard compared to going up karak and genting sempah..
anyway raya ni kira complete le lebih kurang driving for 300kilometres.. to and fro tambah masa kat melaka lagi...
driving dalam melaka susah sikit la kot..
tuesday..
came back to melaka.. stopped on the way beli barang2 utk raya nanti.. daging etc...
anyway came back terus start membersih rumah le.. menyapu, mengemop sikit2,
membasuh kolah air , membasuh tandas, bergolek2 atas karpet..
after that rehat jap lepas tu terus pi pekan.. kena pi beli dapur gas ngan tong gas sebab tikus2 handalan kat kampung aku pegi gigit salur gas ( tikus ni makan racun pun tak mati)
siap sempat pg beli televisyen jenama TOBISHI .. 21 inci cost around rm 300, quite cheap, tapi jenama cikai.. asal buleh tengok... anyway malam tuh yg ada kat kampung was me, ain, my mother and my family maid.. lain tarak.. this year ramai yg tak dapat balik melaka.. itu yg timbul drama raya haha... masa kat kampung le memalam buta dok rajin nak study nota haematology.. anyway byk gak progress study kat kampung.. sebab nothing much to do..
terawih sekejap lepas tuh tidur la
wednesday
that morning bangun le tgk champions league match liverpool vs anderlecht on tv3.. basically i was watching a tv screen yg penuh ngan statik.. couldn't see the faces.. could just see red figures running around on the tv.. bila dia zoom barula nampak sikit2.. anyway liverpool won 3-0.. djibril cisse scored a goal that was somewhat atypical for him, slotting the ball between the legs of the keeper..
anyway.. it was a good way to start a long day..
lepas subuh terus pg pasar ngan mak aku..
memacam le nak pg beli.. pukul 6 pagi pasar gerenti dah penuh le... nak beratur beli ayam,mee rebus le, sayur le, beli santan 4 kilogram.. nak kena beratur lagi pulak dah.. tgh2 le kitaorang ni beratur selamba je ada makcik tua cutting line... mintak 5 kilogram santan.. takpa sabar itu penting...
balik2 dari pasar tidur sampai pukul 10, bangun.. terus kena start membakar lemang 20 batang sorang2.. kayu api dah ada org tolong carikkan, anyway siap bakar lemang dalam pukul 1 tengah hari .. lepas tuh biar le.. dia kering sendiri lemang tuh... lemang tahun ni sepertimana tahun lepas sangat sedap haha.. sebab aku yg bakar... tapi rating dia lebih kurang 8 out of 10.(honest rating) tahun lepas dapat 6 setengah je sebab mentah sikit kat bawah lemang tuh..
habis bakar lemang petang tuh rehat jap le.. kat2 maghrib tuh siapkan rumah sikit sebab malam nanti confirm ada rombongan surau datang takbir raya kat rumah..
pak andak aku ngan sepupu aku datang jap dari labu , negeri sembilan bukak pose, lepas tu balik ke labu gak sebab first raya diaorang raya kat Senaling , N9..
malam tuh main mercun pun sikit2 sebab takda geng membakar.. letih aku nak membaling mercun telur arahkan kat bahruh(rumah bawah.. kalu rumah kat atas org melaka panggil rumah darat).. malam tuh biasa je except for the fact dalam pukul 2 pagi nampak cam kilat kat belakang rumah aku.. aku tidur bilik belakang rumah aku.. buat bodoh je le sebab memang susah le nak ada kilat kat belakang rumah aku sebab ada bukit ngan tebing...
pagi raya
bangun.. lepas subuh terus pegi ziarah kubur nenek, datuk ngan pak long aku, dalam pukul 6.15, gelap lagi gak.. bersihkan sikit kubur tuh ngan buat tahlil sepertimana tetiap tahun...
balik dari situ terus pegi kubur mak ngah ngan pak ngah aku pulak...
anyway tahun ni solat raya sorang2 le sebab lelaki takda org.. nasib baik sampai awal , dapat gak duduk kat dalam masjid.. ada yg datang tak muat sebab masjid penuh.. last2 diaorang balik je terus..
habis solat raya.. duk kat rumah le menerima kunjungan raya.. tahun ni ramai seperti biasa le orgnya.. tapi pakai cawan ngan pinggan plastik le.. mudahkan kerja..
first hari raya tak dapat nak kuar le sebab ramai sangat org.. aku dok rumah le sampai ke petang bila pak andak aku balik..
malam tuh pi raya rumah pak lang belah ayah aku kat kampung sebelah.. dahle balik2 kena bawak budak2 ni pi funfair.. ada ke tengah2 raya pg buat funfair.. jenuh la nak membawak.. ain dok meraung-raung merajuk sebab my mother bg pegi funfair tapi tak buleh naik ride.. huhu.. kita pulak jadik mangsa.. dahle masa tengah2 kat funfair sepupu aku yg hyper sedikit tuh hilang sebentar..
nasib baik le jumpa.. haha
2nd raya..
my brother came back from kuantan lepas tuh pgle ke alor gajah, bukit rambai pegi beraya rumah nenek belah ayah aku ngan pak utih aku.. alor gajah ngan bukit rambai ni 2 tempat yg jauh gila.. agak letih gak le drive jejauh... kira hari ni penuh ngan aktivit beraya le
koleksi raya tahun ni kurang memberangsangkan.. dalam 60 ringgit je aku rasa
tu pun habis membayar duit tol.. hampeh tul samy vellu...
malam tuh makan kfc je le dah muak sangat makan lemang, ketupat, mee rebus etc...
abg amin datang dari ampangan beraya kat rumah aku.. habis2 tuh pi le habiskan sikit stok mercun ngan abang aku.. and somewhere aroung 9.30 pm tuh pi le beraya tanjung keling rumah aboy ( rahman.. gelaran dia kat rumah dia.. haha abg dia dok insisting yg dia anak angkat sbb takda likeness ngan sesapa dalam family).. dahle diaorang hidang kfc lagi.. huhu...
sabtu..
balik ke pj.. duk rumah
pak andak aku datang raya rumah ...
that night liverpool menang lagi.. against aston villa . menang 2-0
anyway that night i was in a bit of a crappy mood.. org carik pasal
kurang sikit le crappy dalam pukul 2 pagi.. msg ngan call member2 aku jap lepas tuh...
ahad
bangun pagi.. somewhere around 9 pagi ada kat seremban pi beraya rumah tuan mufti N9,
lepas tuh pi beraya ke rumah abg amin kat ampangan.. petang tadi pg jap beraya rumah pak lang ngan pak itam aku kat puchong.. kiranya visit2 wajib dah lepas la..
haha
Thursday, October 27, 2005
songs for today...
Imitation of Life ( R.E.M)
Charades, pop skill
Water hyacinth,
named by a poet
Imitation of life.
Like a koi in a frozen pond.
Like a goldfish in a bowl.
I don't want to hear you cry.
Thats sugarcane that tasted good.
Thats cinnamon, thats Hollywood.
C'mon, c'mon no one can see you try.
You want the greatest thing
The greatest thing since bread came sliced.
You've got it all, you've got it sized.
Like a Friday fashion show teenager
Freezing in the corner
Trying to look like you don't try.
Thats sugarcane that tasted good.
Thats cinnamon, thats Hollywood.
C'mon, c'mon no one can see you try.
No one can see you cry.
That sugar cane that tasted good.
That freezing rain, that's what you could.
C'mon, c'mon on no one can see you cry.
This sugarcane
This lemonade
This hurricane, I'm not afraid.
C'mon, c'mon no one can see you cry.
This lightning storm
This tidal wave
This avalanche, I'm not afraid.
C'mon, c'mon no one can see me cry.
That sugar cane that tasted good.
That's who you are, that's what you could.
C'mon, c'mon on no one can see you cry.
That sugar cane that tasted good.
That's who you are, that's what you could.
C'mon, c'mon on no one can see you cry.
Echo ( Trapt)
I close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste, asking why
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
I think about your face, and how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace, around the one that I call mine
A time that called for space,
unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case, and I don't need to look behind
CHORUS
Do I expect to change, the past I hold inside
With al the words I say, repeating over in my mind
Some things you can't erase, no matter how hard you try
An exit to escape, is all there is left to find
CHORUS
Bridge:Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mindUntil this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside
CHORUS
Bridge
Charades, pop skill
Water hyacinth,
named by a poet
Imitation of life.
Like a koi in a frozen pond.
Like a goldfish in a bowl.
I don't want to hear you cry.
Thats sugarcane that tasted good.
Thats cinnamon, thats Hollywood.
C'mon, c'mon no one can see you try.
You want the greatest thing
The greatest thing since bread came sliced.
You've got it all, you've got it sized.
Like a Friday fashion show teenager
Freezing in the corner
Trying to look like you don't try.
Thats sugarcane that tasted good.
Thats cinnamon, thats Hollywood.
C'mon, c'mon no one can see you try.
No one can see you cry.
That sugar cane that tasted good.
That freezing rain, that's what you could.
C'mon, c'mon on no one can see you cry.
This sugarcane
This lemonade
This hurricane, I'm not afraid.
C'mon, c'mon no one can see you cry.
This lightning storm
This tidal wave
This avalanche, I'm not afraid.
C'mon, c'mon no one can see me cry.
That sugar cane that tasted good.
That's who you are, that's what you could.
C'mon, c'mon on no one can see you cry.
That sugar cane that tasted good.
That's who you are, that's what you could.
C'mon, c'mon on no one can see you cry.
Echo ( Trapt)
I close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time to waste, asking why
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
I think about your face, and how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace, around the one that I call mine
A time that called for space,
unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case, and I don't need to look behind
CHORUS
Do I expect to change, the past I hold inside
With al the words I say, repeating over in my mind
Some things you can't erase, no matter how hard you try
An exit to escape, is all there is left to find
CHORUS
Bridge:Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mindUntil this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside
CHORUS
Bridge
Monday, October 24, 2005
Sunday, October 23, 2005
a song..
Halo ( by oleander)
And it's always little things
That to the surface brings
The comfort in the pain
The fear behind the smile
We lose along the way
The things we leave behind
Along the precipice
Of things we should not climb
And I'm the first in line
There's an anchor around my heart
Dragging me down
Behind the waves in silence I fall
There's a halo above my head
Spinning me 'round
'Cause I don't know if I'm alive or dead
A dagger in my hand
Bleeding me dry
And it's always little things
That to the surface brings
The space you need to breathe
Before the curtain call
The light that leads the way
Before you hit the wall
The mountain that you climb
Just to take a fall
For blind among the blind
There's an anchor around my heart
Dragging me down
Beneath the waves in silence I fall
There's a halo above my head
Spinning me 'round
'Cause I don't know if I'm alive or dead
There's a dagger in my hand
Bleeding me dry
And all we have to lose is time
And what lose we leave behind
Stay around and we will shine
And it's always little things
That to the surface brings
The comfort in the pain
The fear behind the smile
We lose along the way
The things we leave behind
Along the precipice
Of things we should not climb
And I'm the first in line
There's an anchor around my heart
Dragging me down
Behind the waves in silence I fall
There's a halo above my head
Spinning me 'round
'Cause I don't know if I'm alive or dead
A dagger in my hand
Bleeding me dry
And it's always little things
That to the surface brings
The space you need to breathe
Before the curtain call
The light that leads the way
Before you hit the wall
The mountain that you climb
Just to take a fall
For blind among the blind
There's an anchor around my heart
Dragging me down
Beneath the waves in silence I fall
There's a halo above my head
Spinning me 'round
'Cause I don't know if I'm alive or dead
There's a dagger in my hand
Bleeding me dry
And all we have to lose is time
And what lose we leave behind
Stay around and we will shine
Sunday, October 16, 2005
it's the thought that counts ( 22)
22,22,22,22,22,22,selamat harijadi kepada cik khadijah abdul malick ....
gilak aa dah tua...
lambat sikit wish sebab tak dapat nak log-in internet dalam seminggu nih..
kiranya ambik le wish yg tak seberapa ni.. muahaha
apepun.. selamat harijadi.. best wishes.. selamat tua...
22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,22,
bulan puasa nih kena byk bersabar haha
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Closing Ceremony IMU Cup
haha... didn't find anytime in between this week to write and post anything.. it's been an eventful week..
on monday we had the finals for men's volleyball.. my batch lost in 5 sets... valiant effort though... lepas tuh pi midvalley ngan didi, lydia , nina ,armi ngan intan...
original plan ingin mencari hadiah.. tapi malas le pulak sekarang nih... last2 sekadar pi makan je...
tuesday lagile... tolong pakcik sikit2 pasangkan backdrop yg dia and the geng dok sibuk buat for the past few weeks... very nice backdrop as u can see from the pictures...
well the closing ceremony to put it mildly was fun... i shouted my voice till it was hoarse...
and i have a very bad sore throat sekarang hahaha....
that nite natalia berubah wajah.. dia jadi mc sekali ngan vasan...
we lost IMU cup to the sem 3's .. takda rezeki le tuh.. seperated by only two points...
haha rahman kenyir gembira gila sebab menang cheerleading competition..
unfortunately tak dapat nak ambik gambor rahman melompat2.. ramai sangat org.. and i was too busy using my lung capacities to cheer my batch... padahal org lain dok pi terawih.. kuikuikui...
sidestory of tuesday : ' rahman cakap jangan pasang hidden camera dalam tandas'
i mistakenly sent this message to someone else in my phone book while i was helping with the backdrop.. sedar2 dapat reply.. huhu takpe tak sengaja
- shout like you've never shouted..., cheer like you've never cheered, terawih like you've never terawih'ed -
haha selamat berpuasa buat semua muslimin dan muslimat...
a quote in my mind : live life like you've never lived before...
image of the day :
on monday we had the finals for men's volleyball.. my batch lost in 5 sets... valiant effort though... lepas tuh pi midvalley ngan didi, lydia , nina ,armi ngan intan...
original plan ingin mencari hadiah.. tapi malas le pulak sekarang nih... last2 sekadar pi makan je...
tuesday lagile... tolong pakcik sikit2 pasangkan backdrop yg dia and the geng dok sibuk buat for the past few weeks... very nice backdrop as u can see from the pictures...
well the closing ceremony to put it mildly was fun... i shouted my voice till it was hoarse...
and i have a very bad sore throat sekarang hahaha....
that nite natalia berubah wajah.. dia jadi mc sekali ngan vasan...
we lost IMU cup to the sem 3's .. takda rezeki le tuh.. seperated by only two points...
haha rahman kenyir gembira gila sebab menang cheerleading competition..
unfortunately tak dapat nak ambik gambor rahman melompat2.. ramai sangat org.. and i was too busy using my lung capacities to cheer my batch... padahal org lain dok pi terawih.. kuikuikui...
sidestory of tuesday : ' rahman cakap jangan pasang hidden camera dalam tandas'
i mistakenly sent this message to someone else in my phone book while i was helping with the backdrop.. sedar2 dapat reply.. huhu takpe tak sengaja
- shout like you've never shouted..., cheer like you've never cheered, terawih like you've never terawih'ed -
haha selamat berpuasa buat semua muslimin dan muslimat...
a quote in my mind : live life like you've never lived before...
image of the day :
jgn terasa ngan bahasa sopan dia atas ini
interested in making one of your own?
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Friday, October 07, 2005
Lawak Cik pali
The moral of the story is........... Consentration is
very important
ok.......teliti itu penting
Sekumpulan pelajar perubatan berkumpul untuk
melihat seorang pensyarah melakukan
pemeriksaan ke atas satu
mayat..mereka berkumpul mengelilingi tempatmayat itu
diletakkan.."Dalam bidang perubatan, ada 2 kualiti yang sgt
penting untukmenjadi
seorang doktor", kata pensyarah itu.
"Pertama.., kamu semua tidak boleh jijik melihat
mayat",katanya...sebagai contoh, pensyarah itu mencucuk satu jarinya kedalam
mulut mayat, menariknya semula dan menjilat
jarinya itu."Sekarang, cuba kamu buat", kata pensyarah itu.Selepas beberapa ketika, barulah mereka
mengikut apa yang mereka lihat.Seorang demi seorang memasukkan jari ke mulut mayat dan
>menjilatnya.Apabila semua pelajar selesai, pensyarah itu
memandang ke arahmereka dan berkata...."Kualiti kedua yang sangat penting adalah pemerhatian yangtajam.Seperti tadi....saya memasukkan jari hantu tetapimenjilatjaritelunjuk.....SEKARANG.....TUMPUKAN PERHATIAN....PAHAM!!!!!
very important
ok.......teliti itu penting
Sekumpulan pelajar perubatan berkumpul untuk
melihat seorang pensyarah melakukan
pemeriksaan ke atas satu
mayat..mereka berkumpul mengelilingi tempatmayat itu
diletakkan.."Dalam bidang perubatan, ada 2 kualiti yang sgt
penting untukmenjadi
seorang doktor", kata pensyarah itu.
"Pertama.., kamu semua tidak boleh jijik melihat
mayat",katanya...sebagai contoh, pensyarah itu mencucuk satu jarinya kedalam
mulut mayat, menariknya semula dan menjilat
jarinya itu."Sekarang, cuba kamu buat", kata pensyarah itu.Selepas beberapa ketika, barulah mereka
mengikut apa yang mereka lihat.Seorang demi seorang memasukkan jari ke mulut mayat dan
>menjilatnya.Apabila semua pelajar selesai, pensyarah itu
memandang ke arahmereka dan berkata...."Kualiti kedua yang sangat penting adalah pemerhatian yangtajam.Seperti tadi....saya memasukkan jari hantu tetapimenjilatjaritelunjuk.....SEKARANG.....TUMPUKAN PERHATIAN....PAHAM!!!!!
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Jokes
Joke of the Day
Jane was sitting in anatomy class on day when her teacher asked her a question. He inquired, “What grows to 10 times its original size when excited?” Jane blushed and said that she didn't know. Jimmy raised his hand and said, “I know! The pupil of the eye.” The teacher replied, “Yes, very good Jimmy.” The the teacher turned to Jane and said, “Jane I have three things to say to you:
One -- you have a very dirty mind.
Two -- you haven't been studying hard enough.
And three -- you're going to be very disappointed!”
Add on jokes
-Doctor's notes from actual medical records, dictated by physicians
Jane was sitting in anatomy class on day when her teacher asked her a question. He inquired, “What grows to 10 times its original size when excited?” Jane blushed and said that she didn't know. Jimmy raised his hand and said, “I know! The pupil of the eye.” The teacher replied, “Yes, very good Jimmy.” The the teacher turned to Jane and said, “Jane I have three things to say to you:
One -- you have a very dirty mind.
Two -- you haven't been studying hard enough.
And three -- you're going to be very disappointed!”
Add on jokes
-Doctor's notes from actual medical records, dictated by physicians
- she has no rigors or shaking chills but her husband states that she was very hot in bed last night
- the pelvic exam will de done later on the floor
- patient has two teenage children, but no other abnormalities
- skin : somewhat pale but present
- the patient was to have bowel resection, however he took a job as a stock broker
- the lab test indicated abnormal lover function
- examination of genitalia reveals that he is circus sized
- both breasts are equal and reactive to light and accomodation
- i saw your patient today, who is still under our car for physical therapy
- she stated that she had been constipated for most of her life until she got a divorce
- rectal examination revealed a normal size thyroid
- occasional, constant, infrequent headaches
- patient had waffles for breakfast and anorexia for lunch
- patient was seen in consultation by Dr. Smith who felt we should sit on the abdomen and i agree
- by the time he was admitted, his rapid heart had stopped and he was feeling better
- patient has chest pains if she lies on her left side for over a year
- on the second day the knee was better and on the third day it had completely disappeared
- the patient has been depressed ever since she began seeing me in 1983
- the patient is tearful and crying constantly . She also appears to be depressed
- discharge status : alive but without permission
- healthy appearing decrepit 69 year old male, mentally alert but forgetful
- the patient refused an autopsy
- the patient has no past history of suicides
- the patient expired on the floor uneventfully.
- patient has left his white blood cells at another hospital
- the patient's past medical history has been remarkably insignificant, with only a 40 pound weight gain in the past three days
- she slipped on the ice and apparently her legs went in separate directions in early December
- Between you and me, we ought to be able to get this lady pregnant
- the patient was in his usual state of good health until his airplane ran out of gas and crashed
- she is numb from her toes down
- the skin was moist and dry
- patient was alert and unresponsive
- when she fainted, her eyes rolled around the room
taken from somewhere
Tower: "Delta 351, you have traffic at 10 o'clock, 6 miles!"Delta 351: "Give us another hint! We have digital watches!"
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Tower:
"TWA 2341, for noise abatement turn right 45 Degrees.
"TWA 2341: "Centre, we are at 35,000 feet. How much noise can we make up here?"
Tower: "Sir, have you ever heard the noise a 747 makes when it hits a 727?"
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From an unknown aircraft waiting in a very long take off queue:
"I'm f...ing bored!"Ground Traffic Control:
"Last aircraft transmitting, identify yourself immediately!"Unknown aircraft: "I said I was f...ing bored, not f...ing stupid!"
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O'Hare Approach Control to a 747:
"United 329 heavy, your traffic is a Fokker, one o'clock, three miles, Eastbound.
"United 329: "Approach, I've always wanted to say this... I've got the little Fokker in sight."
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A student became lost during a solo cross-country flight. While attempting to locate the aircraft on radar,
ATC asked: "What was your last known position?"Student: "When I was number one for takeoff."
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A DC-10 had come in a little hot and thus had an exceedingly long roll out after touching down.
San Jose Tower noted: "American 751, make a hard right turn at the end of the runway, if you are able. If you are not able, take the Guadeloupe exit off Highway 101, make a right at the lights and return to the airport."
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There's a story about the military pilot calling for a priority landing because his single-engine jet fighter was running "a bit peaked".
Air Traffic Control told the fighter jock that he was number two, behind a B-52 that had one engine shut down. "Ah," the fighter pilot remarked, "The dreaded seven-engine approach."
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A Pan Am 727 flight, waiting for start clearance in Munich, overheard the following:
Lufthansa (in German): "Ground, what is our start clearance time?"
Ground (in English): "If you want an answer you must speak in English."
Lufthansa (in English): "I am a German, flying a German airplane, in Germany. Why must I speak English?"
Unknown voice from another plane (in a beautiful British accent): "Because you lost the bloody war!"
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Tower: "Eastern 702, cleared for takeoff, contact Departure on frequency 124.7"
Eastern 702: "Tower, Eastern 702 switching to Departure. By the way, after we lifted off we saw some kind of dead animal on the far end of the runway.
"Tower: "Continental 635, cleared for takeoff behind Eastern 702, contact Departure on frequency 124.7.
Did you copy that report from Eastern 702?"
BR Continental 635: "Continental 635, cleared for takeoff, roger; and yes, we copied Eastern... we've already notified our caterers."
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One day the pilot of a Cherokee 180 was told by the tower to hold short of the active runway while a DC-8 landed. The DC-8 landed, rolled out, turned around, and taxied back past the Cherokee.Some quick-witted comedian in the DC-8 crew got on the radio and said, "What a cute little plane. Did you make it all by yourself?"The Cherokee pilot, not about to let the insult go by, came back with a real zinger:"I made it out of DC-8 parts. Another landing like yours and I'll have enough parts for another one."
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The German air controllers at Frankfurt Airport are renowned as a short-tempered lot. They not only expect one to know one's gate parking location, but how to get there without any assistance from them. So it was with some amusement that we (a Pan Am 747) listened to the following exchange between Frankfurt ground control and a British Airways 747, call sign Speedbird 206.
Speedbird 206: "Frankfurt, Speedbird 206 clear of active runway."
Ground: "Speedbird 206. Taxi to gate Alpha One-Seven."
The BA 747 pulled onto the main taxiway and slowed to a stop.Ground: "Speedbird, do you not know where you are going?"
Speedbird 206: "Stand by, Ground, I'm looking up our gate location now."
Ground (with quite arrogant impatience): "Speedbird 206, have you not been to Frankfurt before?"
Speedbird 206 (coolly): "Yes, twice in 1944, but it was dark, and I didn't land."
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While taxiing at London's Gatwick Airport, the crew of a US Air flight departing for Ft. Lauderdale made a wrong turn and came nose to nose with a United 727.
An irate female ground controller lashed out at the US Air crew, screaming: "US Air 2771, where the hell are you going?! I told you to turn right onto Charlie taxiway! You turned right on Delta! Stop right there. I know it's difficult for you to tell the difference between C and D, but get it right!"
Continuing her rage to the embarrassed crew, she was now shouting hysterically: "God! Now you've screwed everything up! It'll take forever to sort this out! You stay right there and don't move till I tell you to! You can expect progressive taxi instructions in about half an hour, and I want you to go exactly where I tell you, when I tell you, and how I tell you! You got that, US Air 2771?""Yes, ma'am," the humbled crew responded.Naturally, the ground control communications frequency fell terribly silent after the verbal bashing of US Air 2771. Nobody wanted to chance engaging the irate ground controller in her current state of mind.Tension in every cockpit out around Gatwick was definitely running high.
Just then an unknown pilot broke the silence and keyed his microphone, asking: "Wasn't I married to you once?"
Stolen images of the day
to people in babigrad, russia hahaha
song of the day...
"Turn My Head"
anyone, caught in your mystery
keep it angry
keep it whispy
i've fallen down
drunk on your juices
turn my head
turn my head
it's aimed at you
funky temple
your dress is torn to shreds
your eyes are crazy
i bowed to save my head and
i can't forget you
but i remember
turn my head
turn my head
it's aimed at you
oh no,we came to love you all day
these bastards are leavin'
somebody's go to stay
whatever we called you
it's just a name
just a name
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