a song at 2.36 in the morning..

suddenly i feel like posting up a song...
pulled this clip of you tube.. it's a song by staind.. nice song.. nice clip..



Everything Changes

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close,
The devil in you I suppose
'Cause the wounds never heal.

[Chorus:]
But everything changes
If I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel,

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real.

[Chorus]

When it's just me and you.
Who knows what we could do.
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day.

[Chorus]

Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
Is more than just a word.

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?.
It wouldn't change how you feel.

sidetracked .. 13/6/2006

haha i've been sidetracked from my post ' summary .. in 10 words.. screw the ten words"
haha actually i really wanted to put all the things that has been happening.. haha tapi biasa le.. i bz..

i left off on the brink of my presentation with DK.. not really my presentation..
we were due to have a CP with him on Monday which was on... hmm let me check.. monday 22nd of may.. i had to come back early as i mentioned before.. haha monday.. we went to ward 3b.. dah le LAMA GILE tunggu dia datang.. we were supposed to see him at 8am.. tapi he wasn't there.. he was doing his rounds in 3A.. haha that was the first time i was in the wards by 7.45a.m. .. haha DK induced le gamaknya.. seeing as that he wasn't there.. i took the chance.. to jalan2 sana sini..
tgk2 procedure.. my group most of them ambik kerusi.. kumpul dekat2 ngan kaunter wad.. haha didn't really want nak berkumpul kat sana. sia2 je karang kalu si DK nampak.. haha dah tentu dia tak suka..
we waited until 9am and dia tak muncul lagi.. dia saja je nak seksa semua org.. haha semua org pagi tuh sakit perut je.. haha DK induced abdominal pain..kena buat research pasal benda nih..
hmm basically semua masa tuh dah duduk2 dah.. except for me, annas ngan yuhana.. dok berjalan2 dalam wad looking for something interesting.. hmm dah2 tuh.. diaorang pun duduk gak with the whole group.. haha this is to portray how bored we were dah menunggu dia. at the same time takut.. haha masa tuh dok mengamalkan prinsip LG.. sambil2 tunggu DK dok borak ngan student nurse berinitial SN dari kelantan.. hahaha memang takda kerja tul.. sayangnya dia lagi tue setahun... =p

after that DK came in after quite awhile , he came in straight.. pegi kat satu bed... and asked someone to present the patient punya case.. nasib le it wasn't mine.. my patient was in the toilet dok mandi-manda nak kena discharge.. haha we spent quite a long time with the patient yg DK suruh present tuh..
dia dok suruh describe patient tuh.. haha semua try le.. patient ada canula la, patient flat on the bed.. patient confused la.. haha in the end.. ape yg dia nak was
the patient appears to be very ill , which shows that he needs prompt and close attention from the attending staff.. he stressed VERY ILL haha.. talk about stating the obvious.. but in a way.. i liked him in a sense. that maybe he's a very humane and patient oriented.. which is nice..

hmmm i assisted in suturing a patient's head and also performed a proctoscope on a patient in pd... hahaha..

the exams were stressful to say the least.. but alhamdulilah i passed all the exams for fam med and surgery albeit borderline passes... passes nevertheless...

i've started internal med posting and i'm more or less enjoying the posting.. i'm posted in dato kew's punya wad.. she's very pleasant and nice.. but she has the tendency to squeeze answers out of you..

there's been a few notable happenings in the ward..

i've nearly been bitten twice by my patients.. one was very passive.. and when the doctor tried to prick a needle.. he became reactive and tried to bite my hand off.. nasib sempat mengelak..
the second incident.. the patient tetiba bgn.. dia berjaya pull off dia punya restraints and wanted to bite his wife.. i head to hold the head and hands..ish2.. lepas nih kena menambahkan kekuatan utk restrain patient lagi..

er as u see this post has been in my draft section for the past one month.. and i have no intention of carrying on with this post.. huhu dah lama dah habis..

World Cup 2006.. has passed me by.. haha

Kau Yang Satu

Kaulah Yang Maha Esa
Kaulah Yang Maha Pengasih
Kaulah Yang Maha Penyayang
Tiada hidup tanpaMu

Kaulah Yang Maha Agung
Kaulah Yang Maha Mengetahui
Tuhan dunia akhirat
Tiada aku tanpaMu

Bilaku rasa pilu
Bilaku rasa resah
Bilaku kekosongan
Kau tempatku mengadu
OH Tuhan yang satu
Engkaulah Tuhan yang satu

Segala puji-pujianku
Tujukan padaMU..padaMU
Dan hidup dan matiku hanyalah
UntukMu..untukMu...untukMu


the world cup is starting in five minutes..
italy vs france..

both my favourite teams were thrown out of the cup.. argentina and holland..

but my old teams are playing in the finals..
on form.. italy will win.. but there's a sense of inevitability that somehow maybe france can win..
this will be zidane's last game as a professional footballer...
au revoir monsieur zidane...

it was a joy watching u play...

here's to hoping that a fitting farewell for your illustrious carrier...

Allez Les Blues...