Thursday, April 27, 2006

Busy as a bee.. haha and someone turned 28..

hmm haven't had the chance to update the blog in the past few days.. more like.. didn't want to bother doing it actually.. haha biasa le.. well.. it's been and eventful past few days.. last thursday..
i had one of the most depressing moment in my life.. had to hear a very long winded prensentation during family medicine.. conducted by dr yong.. it was.. to put it mildly.. severely excruciating.. hahaha i had the urge to and hit the presenter... tapi biasa le.. saya seorang yg penyabar..

friday.. was the last day for family medicine punya posting.. i haven't gained that much in fam med kot.. byk main je.. at least now i'm in surgery .. i'm opening the books la jugak haha.. anyway on friday there was a plenary with dr phua kai lit.. but i went to giant senawang. beli meja utk komputer.. muahahaha.. i was supposed to go to paroi and pay for the field booking for goodwill games.. after dah habis bayar semua.. tgk jam dah lambat dah.. so rather than rush pi imu nak catch the tail end of PKL's punya lecture.. me, faiz and toba decided pegi giant senawang .. shopping.. ahhaha we met anak pakcik amir kat senawang.. si siti ngan aishah and another guy.. dating kot..

anyway my finances dah tahap tenat dah sebenarnya.. nasib le kak dija ada deposit duit.. this week alone.. i've finished quite a few bucks on fuel money alone... hhuhu
anyway.. that friday nite.. i went to makro with ezran pegi beli air mineral utk goodwill games and did the preparations for the next day together with rahman,pakcik and wis..

goodwill games.. was fun la kot.. hmm i was playing goalkeeper(yes2 i know.. degil) haha .. quite a bit stupid of me risking aggravating my injury.. tapi biasa le.. bila nama tgh pun degil.. mohd degil harris..
haha anyway we lost 6-4 and i conceded two of the most embarassing goals in my life.. haha however ada le jugak two of the most spectacular saves in my life.. so basically it evens out.. haha anyway the other team had two penalties.. i almost saved one penalty and i went the wrong way for the other one.. heh dahle cam kenyir bergolek dalam lumpur je throughout the whole game.. hahaha i was covered with mud that day.. in front of goal penuh ngan lumpur..
hmm that day imu seremban lost to imu bukit jali 6-5 .. hmm dengar kata ada le manusia2 tertentu dok scoring masa netbal.. haha.. basically the whole day was occupied with goodwill games.. and that afternoon gabby datang .. muahaha dah lama gila tak jumpa dia masa tuh.. he stayed two nights in villa cinta kenyir.. haha basically semua org dok main game je..

i started my surgery posting on monday..it's going well.. best gak.. kaco HO.. kaco student nurse.. dasar lelaki gatal.. uncurable tul masalah nih .. hahaha... sayangnya i am a bit shy nak kaco sesapa... haha although a bit unbelievable.. anyway.. this week.. agak ... er... pissed off maybe with certain things.. not really pissed off.. maybe disappointed kot.. one of my friends fessed up recently.. that she lied to me once.. to instigate me to do something.. so basically she adopted the machiavellian approach la kot.. she's a bit off target if she thinks that i do things on people's orders.. i do things on my own accord.. when i want and how i want.. sadly... she gets a different picture.. well.. we'll just leave that at that... observed endoscopy on tuesday .. mr paul was doing it.. a good experience la kot.. and today i went to SOPD .. datang2 terus jumpa mr davaraj. he posted us into mr lee's room.. quite interesting cases la today.. phimosis,testicular swelling etc... went to canteen.. and met my 'junior' who came for the hospital visit.. she's still in bukit jalil.. last semester there...

returning to Monday..
night.. me, k.mehapah,ann ngan aziemah went to curry leaf restaurant.. celebrate harijadi kak naiemah .. heh memang lame... ada ke harijadi pi makan kat curry leaf.. haha.. there were no cakes or candles.. just a candle.. stuck onto a tomato on my fish and chip.. ape dah.. heh the fish and chips tasted like curry.. haha so basically that day.. kak naiemah turned 28 years old.. tua gila.. tak lama lagi osteoperosis.. haha.. anyway.. happy birthday.. selamat tua. selamat osteo.. selamat degenerate.. and may Allah bless you and fulfill your prayers..

p/s: on reasons of libel and copyright suits.. there will be no picture of the old fart/lady who turned 28 .. haha memain..

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

this is true itchiness

muahaha.. my eyes are teary and blurry and i'm sneezing non stop.. this is most probably as i have commenced taking spirulina again.. it happens every time when i start taking it and after a while it'll become ok and i'll be the empitomy of healthiness.. haha aku dah geylong.. aaaahhh my sinus... i'm studying now( believe it or not albeit quite long breaks in between.. but my studies has been a bit disrupted anyway by the itchiness in me face) hmm maybe something i ate too... dun recall taking seafood or anything.. hmm anyway i'm too lazy too post much .. tired.. esok ada clerking .. and i dun feel well... make me a very grumpy boy.. haha..
just took my medications.. and officially my last available painkiller.. need to get some more..
and i'm playing football for goodwill games.. haha i'll take it easy la for that game.. dun want to risk anything... later.. need to lie down for a while..

p/s : life is easier to take than you'd think, all that's necessary is to accept the impossible, do the indispensable, and bear the intolerable.. ( kathleen norris) haha tata...

here's a new song from lifehouse.. haha i'm addicted to them..

Blind - Lifehouse

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carr
yA past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this timeI never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That ewithout verything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

Monday, April 10, 2006

Writer's block...

1.Last person who wrote you a testimonial:
Kak Pah

2.Last movie u watched:
Ice Age 2.. tgk ngan si rahman,pakcik,fizzi,yuhana ,aisyah and ken..

3.What do people first notice when they see u?
my perut? haha my face which glows of charisma and happiness? haha

4.Do you like peanut-butter?
i'm not choosy.. end product is still the same

5.Most memorable place:
hmm i'd have said banting.. but imu bukit jalil is a near second.. jasin is a distant third

6.Do you read comics?
yep.. since standard 1 rasanya.. started with alam perwira,wira tunggal,juara wira,budak getah,ushio and tora, penyiasat remaja, calvin and hobbes, dilbert, baby blues, Lat, Naruto etc

7.What's your favourite restaurant?
can't really say.. most probably sushi restaurant in damansara..

8.do you have enemies?
i dun really know i hv enemies.. but i know quite a few people HATE me haha ( i HATE u)

9.You like to go out grocery shopping?
sure.. if it's with someone... =P

10.Can you dance?
i have wooden legs

11.Do you believe in God?
yep.. without a doubt.. only sometimes my actions don't portray that i do.. lupa diri .. biasa le

12.First thing to do when u wake up tomorrow?
most of the time.. i check the time and go back to sleep.. but tommorow nak kena hantar my sister to the lrt and i need to go to SJMC for my follow up appointment with the orthopaedic specialist

13.Where are you right now?
Petaling Jaya. my house.. my room..

14.Your name spelled backwards
DHOM LABQI SIRRAH ( they used to call me this in standard 3) haha

15.Where were you born.
Hospital Pantai KL.. via caesarean section.. my mother never fails to mention this

16.What is the last thing you downloaded
Simpsons episode

17.Last time you swam in a pool?
err... 3 weeks ago in A'famosa melaka... with my brother and cousins and my nieces

18.Are you registered to vote?
i don't do politics

19.Do you have a car ?
technically yes

20.Do you like rollercoasters?
yep... the best one i've ever rode on was space mountain.. in disneyland france

21.Chattin with...?
er no one.. but recently chatted with someone that i haven't spoken to in a long time =)

22.Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
both if possible.. but most probably i'd go for sky diving..

23.Are you shy?
towards certain people.. but generally no

24.Do you think you're popular?
dun't really give a damn

25.Chips or popcorn?
chips

26.Are you a good cook?
my repertoire of cooking. telur goreng, air, sup, meggi, meggi goreng, telur rebus, nasi dirojakkan.. so basically no.. i'm good at barbecue though

27.Best thing in the world
quite a few things.. scoring a scorcher during futsal from the halfway line.. conversations with my friends,netbal.. night walks in jasin.. family trip.. my two nieces.., my friends, being a medical student.. i'm grateful for everything..

28.Have you ever broken a bone?
broken never.. dislocated a shoulder, herniated my nucleus pulposus, inflammed my leg, sprained my ankle pernah le

29.Have you ever won a trophY?
yep. lari guna tempurung, bola baling darjah 6, imu cup football, pmr 8a( dunno why they didn't give a certificate.. cheapskates)


30.What is your favorite board game?
anything that involves a lot of people.. monopoly most probably.. i dun really like saidina..
chess is a near second

31.Do you bake cakes?
i eat cakes, i don't bake them

32.Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
can't really remember.. er either an ankle guard or anti-histamines

33.Do you believe in love at first sight?
let me see.. er crushes on first sight yes.. love i don't think so..

34.Whats your favorite songs right now?
Gerry and the Pacemakers - You'll Never Walk Alone
Staind- Right Here, So Far Away, For You, How About You and Outside
Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love
Sheila on 7 - almost all of them
Peterpan- Menunggumu
Rooster
Exists- Kapal Terbang Kertas..
Saad Said Al-Ghamidi and Raihan and Rabbani..
the list goes on..

35.How many pairs of shoes do you own?
let me count.. err.. 2 formal shoes, one multi purpose shoe, one pair of slippers and one sandal..

36.Last song stuck in your head?
Merril Bainbridge - when i kiss your lips, Santana feat Steven Tyler -Just Feel Better, Rolling Stones - Paint it Black.. it alternates with each other

37.Any pets?
nope..

38.Worst Local TV show as of the moment?
Di Mana Joe Jambul ( i was in it.. therefore i hate it.. i know it's an old show.. but i dun't really watch tv nowadays)

39.Color of most clothes you own:
Black, Grey, Dark Blue, Blue and some Red or Green

40.Whose picture(s) do you carry in your wallet?
er... there are pictures.. but can't really divulge the identity

41.What were your last prayers to God?
Wallahuwa'lam

42.How many friends on friendster?
er.. somewhere around 190+

hmm quite a few interesting things happened this week .. among them..
we had the maulid nabi celebration .. Tuan Mufti attended and gave a talk at my house..
Liverpool won, Fowler scoring on his birthday..
Fizzi punya birthday.. he got thrown into the pool..
Menggatal kat MCH sepanjang minggu.. futsal this week was forgettable..
aggravated my injury when i impulsively performed a five star dive to my right to save a shot..top drawer save..
hmm reestablished communication with netbal.. dun really want to comment much on this thing.. for sure cherap duk tunggu masa nak menerkam aku pasal nih haha.. congrats aa mate menang lawan arsenal..

p/s: wasn't that the save of the season from toure mate? hahaha
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

i'm a bit depressed today..

hmm dunno why all of the sudden.. i'm a bit restless ngan depresi sedikit.. tetiba je hari nih..
all my work piling up nowadays..
i'm CFCS group leader.. dok nak sibuk arrange meeting ngan tutors.. and the prospect seem very dim... i hv my grouses but i don't really prefer to let it out here...
tadi buat recording session utk review ngan dr. yong.. a bit of miscommunication.. rushing too much.. realising that only half of my consultations was recorded.. isn't really making me a happy person..
i'm also typing up the letter for Goodwill Games now.. enough said..
and also including some other jumbled up thoughts regarding other events occuring simultaneously..
i'm also hearing a few whispers of student council matters.. this one memang betul tanak ambik tahu..
next week nak kena follow up ngan my orthopaedic doctor regarding my injury
dunno why i'm becoming increasingly irritable today..
today i'm feeling a bit strained.. heh tule buat kerja awal2 tanak.. ish...
i'm also very divided regarding a matter.. to pursue or not to pursue something... the word something refers something which probably quite a few know what it is..

Surah az-Zumar 53.. ".. janganlah berputus asa dengan rahmat Allah.."
insya-Allah

all in all i feel like an old grumpy and resentful man...

Lagu Bengong ku yg lama...

Kapal Terbang Kertas - Exists

Tolonglah angin
bawa kapal terbang kertas ku
Ku kepadanya
supaya ternyata jelas

Isi hati ku yang sebenar-benar ikhlas
Dengan cinta ku hanya dia satu
Maafkan aku andainya warkahku mengganggu mu
Di awal pagi ini gadisku
....wohwooowowwwo.. Yeah...

ku tak berdaya menahan rinduku lebih lama
Ku harap dapatlah sekiranya
Ku kau terima

Tolonglah kawan aku ingin tidur lena
Melayang bermimpi ku kan jadi orang gila
Terus meracau kini ku di hujung dunia
Ayam berkokok baru nak mengantuk
Maafkan aku andainya warkahku mengganggu mu
Di awal pagi ini gadisku
....wohwooowowwwo..


Ku tak berdaya menahan rinduku lebih lama
Ku harap dapatlah oh kiranya
Kau terima


and it goes on and on...
dun really know why i'm listening to the song pun.. dok buang tebiat agaknya

i'm supposed to be studying but i'm reading an article about Hassan Al-Banna,Syed Qutb and Malik Shahbaz aka Malcolm X uhuhuhu

p/s: i dun really listen to many malay songs pun.. however they are a few exceptions.. uhuhu aku dah geylong and it's 2.15 a.m. going to sleep now.. tata..

Monday, April 03, 2006

Dasar LG x 3(if i keep this up, i'll die of itch'ism') haha

heh.. i'm hopeless.. i've been infected by essential LGism.. haha... bertuah tul..
hmm today i went to MCH in KKS , so basically i got infected by the student nurses there.. heh takda kerja le.. aku nak kaco diaorang.. tunggu student nurse ngorat dulu.. biasa le.. i'm a SHY person anyway.. hmm anyway returning to today.. basically i was in the counter where they did the measurements of babies and their mothers and also BP measurement.. BP measurement was okay la.. i've done it a few hundreds time dah kot.. so basically i've gotten used to it..
the i also did weight measurement with all the chest and head circumferences le..a bit hard le.. but had some help from Annas and the student nurses.. muahaha.. well annas aa yg lebih menggatal.. esok kitaorang nak menggatal kat sekolah menengah lak.. me, wis , annas anda toba nak pi menggatal kat school visit for the immunization programme.. i'm supposed to go to sleep early tapi seperti biasa le.. anyway it's just 11.5op.m. pun ... quite early for my standards.. jap lagi nak tidur.. dah penat study.. padahal baca berapa muka surat pun buku murtaugh tuh..

returning to mch.. tadi i was weighing a baby.. the student nurse was assisting la.. it was somewhere around 11.00a.m. .. so basically masa tuh dah agak letih.. then the baby tuh dahle dok merengek semacam je... well standard procedure dictates dalam MCH clinic tuh.. that the baby has to be stripped for the weighing procedure.. so i asked the parents to do so.. tengah2 ukur tinggi the baby.. the baby dok le merengek sepanjang2nya.. then suddenly dia senyap je.. we were perplexed le ngapa the baby suddenly kept quiet semacam je.. then we realized.. dia dah KENCING kat atas meja tuh... aaaaahhhhhhhhh.... agak blur jap kitaorang tgk apa yg dah jadi.. then the baby started crying again.. haha.. another student nurse came and cleaned up the mess masa tu... moving on to 12 tgh hari.. i was doing a booking for a first time mother who came for her first visit.. she was an indian lady , the student nurse tolong le camna nak mengisi the card tuh.. then after the interview.. kena le register ke dalam buku.. i was registering le sambil2 berborak.. agaknya dah leka sangat berborak.. dah habis2 tulis.. i rechecked and i realised.. instead of putting the patient's IC number.. i put my OWN IC number there.. itu le... koya bonar berborak haha .. agak2 perasan diri sendiri tuh mengandung kot.. sehat sangat mungkin.. hmm basically MCH was fun and i'm not saying this because of the student nurses je.. but at least i had some kind of hands on experience rather than standing around in the MO's room je.. heh MO room was last week and it was okay too.. but not as enjoyable as MCH.. the doctor that i got was former student from MRSM Jasin.. so basically my super duper duper senior la... she was in the pioneer batch...

anyway that afternoon.. we went for futsal with the people from family medicine.. campur le laki perempuan main.. yg main masa tuh was me, wis, annas, toba, pakcik,fizzi,yuhana,irwan,irni,adeq,ipot,fika ngan akmal.. so 13 people main for an hour.. buleh tahan le.. but didn't play at full pace pun.. nak biasakan diaorang nih main.. ipot ngan adeq agak berbakat le nak jadi defender ngan si irni ngan irwan byk le gak menyumbat gol.. anyway pun, nowadays.. i'm a being a bit more careful with the way how i play sports.. don't really want to exert and aggravate my injury.. i'm feeling my leg a bit more nowadays.. most probably aggravated by the persistent standing in MO clinic..

flash back to friday..
friday was a bit free la kot .. we just had one class in the morning with dr. loh regarding our case reports.. quite a few reports were butchered by dr. loh. but thankfully mine wasn't butchered gila2 le... hmm lepas tuh we had lunch kat kedai nasik ayam sebelah mawar.. and then hujan turun... we had to rush le masa nak pegi solat jumaat tuh.. agak basah kuyup juga masa tuh.. hmm after prayers, went back to the car.. dah buleh bukak.. the alarm system wasn't functioning.. i was guessing that the batteries utk the car alarm yg habis.. so , me ,rahman,wis and toba walked to seremban parade carik kedai jam nak ganti bateri.. dah ganti bateri masa tuh.. tak buleh gak bukak keta.. so i tried manually .. and tried to use to override system but to no avail jugak le.. so most probably the system was malfunctioning.. mintak tolong le si pakcik ngan wis pegi carik kedai wiring alarm.. my mother suggested sending pakcik alias from bank pertanian kl to help me in seremban.. haha i said no thanks le .. kesian le nak travel jauh2 for a trivial matter.. after an hour or so.. try le alarm tuh.. tetiba buleh le pakai pulak.. lepas tuh i went to the wiring shop.. asked the guy to disconnect completely the alarm system... senang hidup.. takyah nak bimbang2.. somewhere around 6.30p.m. mak wis datang melawat dengan adik dia.. they had to come to our house sebab wis terhilang kunci rumah dia.. heh kitaorang menghidang air teh panas gila, tembikai, limau ngan biskut... memang sah rumah bujang ..haha all that made me so tired i went to sleep betul2 lepas maghrib and woke up somewhere around 12 for isyak..

saturday..
me,pakcik,k.meha,k.naiemah went to jaya jusco.. ingat nak ajak si gigi besi tapi dia takda(heh cam berani je).. went for lunch at pizza hut.. masa tu agak melantak jugak le benarnya.. sebab dok lapar dari hari sebelumnya.. dahle pakcik had something quite weird... i was like croissant(dunno if the spelling is correct) put over a bowl of soup that looked like melted condensed milk.. dahle we were revising the 3 second rule to the 25 second rule during lunch hahaha.. hipotesis bakteria melarikan diri.. haha.. after lunch we went for bowling .. hmm macam mana tah k.naiemah buleh main tipu dan menang nasib.. memang sah ada bela hantu raya.. kira buleh tahan le.. dok enjoy sampai lupa study hahaha..
ezran and kash came back from imu ball that nite.. they were spending the night in ezran's house.. so kiranya winning eleven throughout the night la.. and also kash returned my camera to me.. alhamdulilah le tak hilang.. ada hamba Allah yg baik tolong simpankan my camera when i forgot to take it along with me.. that morning i went to sleep somewhere around 6.a.m.

sunday
woke up very late... didn't do much that day.. i just went around hunting for my lunch.. buat megi goreng ape tah masa tuh.. barely recognisable.. hahaha .. at 5.30 i went together with dr.zain,wis,hanisyam,akmal,maam for football with KMS students ngan Landak FC punya team.. main dekat sungai landak. somewhere very deep in ampangan.. quite enjoyable gak le.. kampung style football.. me and dr.zain were booting the ball everytime the ball came to us.. me,him and akmal were playing as defenders.. it was macam 20 against 20 la.. hanis pun ada masa tuh.. quite fun la.. but i tweaked my nerve a bit when i stretched for the ball... after the game dr. zain belanja minum and we went home..

basically it's been quite and eventful week on all fronts.. not enough time to tell everything that has happened in the past week.. haha ..

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