Catch 22 dilemma..

i suddenly felt a sudden urge to vent.. and this blog has served me well before for this purpose..

i am currently hmmm should i say.. not in it...
i'm having trouble to put it into words or even say it..

i'm feeling a whole range of emotions in one go.. God help me..

Running away...

ahhhh i fell like running away right now from everything.. God give me strength...

p/s: yes this blog has been dead in the water for 10 months already...