25th of September 2005

we won IMU Cup final last sunday.. didn't have the chance to write anything...
it was a good tournament.. only conceded one goal and even that was a stupid blunder throughout all the 4 matches...
anyway we won 3-0 in the final against the sem 3's
i didn't have to do much that day.. only had to stop one shot that was straight at me and catch a few loose balls.. lain takda apa... huhu defender cemerlang gila...
anyway here are some pictures of the final

.......

Shit happens...
or to rephrase it in a more civilised and unvulgar language

stars don't always shine.. stay cool...

i've had an up and down day...
-woke up late... went to friday prayers..
-went to pbl...
-got an a- for MSK
-settled something which has went on for 3 years.... a mix of feelings.. relief, disappointment, tak tahu nak kata apa... but even then i did my best. i am satisfied... and i'll just wait until it's time... haha
hv a nice day everyone..

my quote: take what the world gives you, and make the best of it....

never ever give up...

Jose MauReenHO

Guess what he's saying... taken from Koptalk.com

• i am the special one
• "I have calculated that without Abramovich's dirty billions, Chelsea's chances of winning the league were approximately this big"
• "Look at ze shadows I can make on ze wall - one of an ostrich and one of a bell-end."
• Believe me, that's how small my ego is.
• mummy said when I grow up my willy will be this big
• "Zip it. I like to hear only myself speak."
• "Pssst, hey John....John Terry, take one of these dude, it'll fcuk you up real good. Look at me man."
• Lampard will play better for my team now. Look at de splinter I put in his arse.
• "Look how big it is with viagra!"

Sem 4 0-0 Sem 5

don't remember much of the day.. i know that i woke up somewhere around 1.30p.m., went to sleep dalam pukul 8.30a.m... adrenaline was pumping through my veins in anticipation of the match.. it was an uneventful match sebenarnya.. didn't have to do anything much throughout the whole game.. the sem 4's couldn't get pass Wis and Chee Wing .. all i had to do was to catch the ball about 4 times.. nyaris2 terlepas because the pitch was very slippery . baru lepas 3 hour downpour before the match.. and made one save from Gagan punya free kick...
haha.. even though it was a draw.. we qualified.. i'm pleased i kept a cleansheet haha..
to the semifinals then....

Selective Results

15th September 12.16a.m.

-listening to iris by goo goo dolls...
i'm a sucker for these kind of songs haha-got my selective results today.. suprisingly got B+ alhamdulilah le...,
haha this is the second summative that i've passed since foundation 2..my record for summatives...

foundation 2 summative 1- fail biasa
foundation 2 summative 2- fail biasa
cardivascular system- pass biasa
respiratory system-fail biasa
haematology system-fail biasa
git system- failed with flying colours
endocrine- fail biasa
reproductive-fail biasa
renal-failed with flying colours
selective-for the first time( pass with almost flying colours)

haha a very proud record for me... and suprisingly i also went to lectures today... even though i didn't get what dr.hamiadji ngan dr.reddy was trying toteach.. at least it's a start.. azam baru .... untk pegi ke kelas... just keeping a log of all this so as i can see ada progress ke idak on the study front..after each summative i'd tell myself that i need to work hard and do better for the next system.. and apparently i've been telling myself to do so since foundation 2.. and we can all see the results.. the only time i think i've ever worked hard for my exams was during resit examsin IMU and SPM examinations, and maybe a little during matriculation le kot... felt the pressure that time.. it seems that i work very well under pressure.. haha i don't really want to go for resits again, once is enough..i think i did well on the recent MSK exams... walaupun study last minute tapi not bad la jugak kot...we'll see..

A song for today

You'll Never Walk Alone

When you walk
through a storm
hold your head up high
and don't be afraid
of the dark

at the end of the storm
there's a golden sky
and the sweet silver song of a lark

walk on..through the rain
walk on...through the rainf
or your dreams be tossed and blown

walk on
walk on
with hope in your heart
and you'll neverrr walk alone
you'll never walk alone

walk on
walk on
with hope in your heart
and you'll never walk alone
you'll never walk alone

quote - our dreams at first seems impossible, then improbable and finally inevitable

14th september

14th of September
5:42 a.m.- listening to IKIM.. tilawah al-Quran... who knows i can get rid of my sins by doing so...only Allah knows ( having fun , anyone reading this don't take it too seriously)
-just sent a message to my friend in Indonesia, her birthday is today.. surprisingly got an immediate answer and i thought
i'm the only one in asia living on European Standard time, either that or she woke up early nak sembahyang subuh
-huhuhu i can't go to sleep as usual... catched the real betis(betis sebenar(lawak rahman)) vs liverpool game just now..at least it made me happy this morning.. liverpool won 2-1... haha :)and now suddenly i have an urge to start typing out all the thoughts in my head.... it shows that i really have nothing to do around here in bukit jalil....anyway... just started central nervous system and today's supposed to be the 3rd day of lectures...
hahaha and i haven't been to even one lecture... and i'm really hoping to pass my semester 5 finals on the first try (sense the sarcasm)..i dunno what's happening.. getting lazier by the day... addicted to football manager 2005... getting 'obeser' by the day...have no interest to do anything outdoors.... huhuhu i dunno how to motivate myself anymore.. nowadays i'll be content just bystaying at home and doing nothing.. what a sad life i lead... i'm trying to remedy this .. let's see how it goes... insya-Allah le..

quote of the day - do not look back and do not dream about the future. It will neither give you back the past nor satisfy your daydreams.
Your duty, your reward, your destiny are here and now .-


Dag hammarskjold- UN secretary general-

Seremban

10th September
woke up early today... somewhere around 6.45(this is early for me)..
k.Dell miscal hahaha..
i went back to sleep after the call and woke up somewhere
around 9 i think.. had to wake up and iron my shirt.. none of my shirts looked presentable without ironing ( macam nak pi dating lak..haha mana tahu terserempak ngan klasmate kat seremban.. bulehla aku/saya/me/I terjadi bisu sebentar)
anyway i'm using the shirtfor my sister's dinner today... today i have 3 birthdays..
my sister, angah ngan pentrox.. just going to my sister's dinner je le.. tak larat
the plan was to go to seremban today and 'pau' kak dijadellmehapah...... haha dropped by the muslim society orientation in IMU... kiranya mencukupkan syarat tunjuk muka la. haha nak pi ambik kaset broery mantike milik kak meha lagipun...got the chance to preach beberapa ajaran sesat to some of the juniors ( haha someone will be mad at me i think).. antara ajaran2 sesat ..
-relax aa baru sem 1
-takyah pi library
-have a lot of fun and study little
-enjoy sem 1

boarded the komuter somewhere around 10.15 in tasek selatan... and arrived in seremban at about 11.15..
nothing interesting happened in the komuter except for a few secondary school kids smoking in between the 'gerabaks'( i can't stand smoking/smoke.. never smoked a cigarrete in my whole life.)..
haha lagipun budak2ni nampak gayanya macam pakai celak je..
kira konon gothic rock/heavy metal le kot..
saw k.mehadijapah punya keta... agak tercabar juga dengan keta kak miha..ngan nak pau set handsfree keta kak dija...
haha tapi best gak naik keta org lain drive... (lesen baru je mati semalam)
tercapai hajat utk pau org2 seremban..
tp cik klasmate balik huhu(konon berani nak tegur aaa)anyway arrived in taman bahagia Pj at 7.00p.m..
and my niece (nurin) was purging je.. x sehat..
went for a short dinner that night then watched the liverpool vs spurs gameit ended 0-0 but a good result in my opinion, spurs are strong this year...
i was back in bukit jalil at around 12.30tengah malam and collapsed straight into bed it's been a longgggg 2 days..

Quote:
"It takes time to succeed because success is merely the natural reward of taking time to do anything well." - Joseph Ross

Fcuk Up(sorry bout the language)

11th September

today was the first football match for IMU Cup.. and my semester was going up against the sem 1 juniors..well we won 8-1 but i screwed up big time... huhu the ball was rolling to me, tried to 'terkam' the ball and i missed..
haha how embarassing.. and in front of all the spectators some more... malu gila
anyway, my hope is that'll be the only fcuk up for me throughout the whole imu cup.
i hope.. for my batch's sakegoing on to more serious things.. todays the anniversary of september 11 and i would just like to express condolences
to anyone who lost someone during that 'tragedy' .. i really don't condone these kind of things even if some people that i know
perceive me as a 'hardliner'.. however never forget the people who suffered and lost their lives in the aftermath of the attacks( i.e. afghanistan, iraq,etc) never forget for they are our brothers and sisters
al-fatihah....

i read a quote : the world never ceases to be funny when people die and also it never stops being serious when people laugh

I see butts!

9th september
went to sleep somewhere around 8a.m. and woke up around 12.30a.m. seperti biasa..went for friday prayers and after that pi Pertama Complex with Gabby(no he did not join the friday prayers).. went to pertama to buy new football boots, apparently i misplaced my brother's old boots last year.. just went there and bought a pair for 95 ringgit, not bad la...me and gab was walking up a stairs and as we went up we saw some chinese guy punya buntut facing us.. i dun't think he's ever heard of a thing called a BELT..dahle seluar londeh... we could see the border of the two gluteus medius.. huhu my eyes were blindedrushed back to bukit jalil sebab ada 'friendly' match with the pharmacy batch at 5p.m kat family parkthese 'friendly' matches don't really turn out to be quite friendly anyway.in my last 'friendly' match i dislocated my left shoulder, tore a few of my shoulder ligaments and had to wear a sling for six weeks and go for physiotherapy but as usual..non-compliance hahah..anyway it was my debut as a keeper hahahanot a bad debut la.. made a few saves.. saved a penalty.. but then let in one goal.. it ended 1-1.. anyway after the match.. wiz bagi le debriefing of the match kat bawah pondok.. there were also a few other teams br habis practice at that time, masa briefing to someone from my batch pointed out something.. everyone turned and saw a guy changing shorts near our pondok...and his err butt was facing us.. and apparently he did not think of wearing any underwear... huhuhu too much of butts in one day.. i'm blinded for life
p/s:- they invented BELTS, CHANGING ROOMS and UNDERWEAR quite a while ago... please bear this in mind and please do not make other people blind