hmmm tomorrow i have surgery and fam med punya mcq and now i feel like.. hmm somewhere like .. undesrcibable ( if there's such a word) .. my back is sore.. a bit more irritable.. mentally sluggish.. trying to motivate myself.. trying to assure myself everything will be ok .. insya-Allah...
"Allah will suffice you against them , and HE is the All-Hearer the All-Knoweth"
Al-Quran chapter 2 verse 137
"And put your trust in the Ever Living One Who dies not"
Al-Quran chapter 25 verse 58
"Perhaps Allah may bring a victory or decision according to His will"
Al-Quran chapter 5 verse 52
"None besides Allah can avert it,(or advance or delay it)"
Al-Quran chapter 53 verse 58
"But whosoever turns away from My reminder (neither believes in this Quran nor acts on its orders, etc.) verily for him is a life of hardship"
Al-Quran chapter 20 verse 124
i'm laughing at myself now.. after every exams that i've gone through.. at the end of every one of them.. i'll say to myself " i have to do better next time" "no more last minute studying" but we know the outcomes of these promises.. apabila berjanji , tidak dipenuhi.. hmm sounds familiar.. maybe there's some underlying pathology.. even with that said.. in the context of tomorrow's exam.. maybe it's too late.. but for the future.. there's still hope.. if only i can pinpoint where i've gone wrong...
i'm just leaving this on the blog as a reminder to myself.. everytime i put it in my brain.. it seems to slip away..
wallahuwa'lam
dr loh keng yin : kita mesti muhasabah diri...
to all the people( you know who you are ) thanks for the support.. much appreciated..
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