Summary.. in 10 words.. haha screw the ten words..

well.. it's been an eventful 10 days.. more or less... i would have wanted to post most of things that happened earlier.. but biasa le.. tiada masa.. i bz le katakan.. haha

let me carry on where i left.. i left at the eve of the uefa champions league final.. and that was somewhere around 10 days back. haha quite a few things have happened along the way..

thursday 18th mei
well i actually watched the final even though it wasn't my team playing.. the first 20 minutes were dull but after that the game picked off.. from a neutral point of view..the game was okay.. but anyone who watched the game.. most prob.. would have gotten the eerie feeling that barcelona were going to win it.. they have too much quality too lose to a 10-man team..
pity to you arsenal fans out there muahahaha ( sense the sarcasm here)

watched the game.. woke up early for class.. and after that went for futsal that day.. huhuhu.. hmm seeing as it's 10 days (it's 28th of may now..) i dun really recall what happened then... hmm jap.. referred to my handphone.. i distinctly remembered 3 people getting injured and one of them was directly my fault.. i turned to clear with my left leg.. i got the ball .. but i also got hanisyam's leg.. heh 50-50 challenge.. but even then it was a bad challenge la.. hmm i've tried to cut down on these kind of challenges.. before.. i even did sliding challenges.. muahaha.. best memang best tapi not preferable to do it on your own friends..

that night. went to watch da vinci code dekat JJ .. hmm pi with annas,yuhana,rahman n ken..
almost half of imu was there at the time.. haha siap ada yg pegi ngan rombongan lagi. macam rombongan kak kiah terlepas rumah org gile.. haha .. the show was supposed to be somewhere around 11.50 p.m. we went there at 10.30 rasanya.. because we needed to pick up the tickets and buy one more for the tickets..

comments regarding the movie : hmm the movie reminded me of national treasure ..
the difference is just that da vinci code is about a so called controversial topic by our non-muslim friends.. hmm from my point of view.. it was a peculiar movie.. needless to say.. memang memesongkan akidah umat islam zaman sekarang.. the belief of muslims is that Nabi Isa a.s. was one of the greatest prophets and he was one of the ulul-azmi.. and Prophet Muhammad S.a.W.(peace be upon him) said (somewhere to this effect) that the prophet that was closest to him was Nabi Isa a.s.. the movie was good in a sense that they painted Nabi Isa a.s. in a different light.. it was also interesting to see the outrage of certain communities towards the movie.. and this was from groups who looked at muslims in disdain when we protested against the caricatures of our beloved Prophet Muhammad ( pbuh).. freedom of speech my foot.. haha i abstain from further comment..

note regarding the movie : hmm kak miha ada sms.. don't aggravate my back pain or kena neck pain je nanti.. wonder why she said that...

friday 19th May
predictably the next day.. i didn't turn up ward rounds the next day.. biasa le nothing on.. just went to imu somewhere around 12.. pi ambik rahman ngan si ezran..went for friday prayers... and petang tuh ims annas ngan si hanis.. the only people that i know of from the people presenting.. the only thing that i gained was... er wait.. er.. nothing much.. in fact i dun remember much pun =P maybe the thing was a bit too long winded kot.. hmm that night i went back to Pj because the next day tuan mufti datang mengajar kat rumah.. it's a monthly thing

if i remember correctly .. that saturday morning tuh pun buleh sempat berchatting lagi.. macam2 padahal kerja byk .. haha anyway the weekend was pleasantly overwhelming? wallahuwa'lam

p/s regarding majlis ilmu tuh :
i think i've mentioned this but anyway repetition is a form of learning .. so i'll repeat it again.. with the hope that people reading this and especially me will practice it in our daily lives if possible insya-Allah..

imam ghazali sebut somewhere to this effect
" sesiapa yg tidak beristighfar setiap hari, maka hidupnya akan sial"

there are certain people who say kalu solat fardhu.. bila baca surah tak buleh baca lebih satu.. but from what i've learned.. there was once sahabat rasul dia baca al fatihah and then al-ikhlas,al-alaq ngan an nass pada rakaat kedua solat die.. one person came to the Prophet S.A.W. to report this.. and the prophet kept quiet as in to agree.. then he said.. "sesungguhnya dia adalah ahli syurga"
and also to recite al-ikhlas is like you've recited one third of the quran.. basically if u recite it 3 times..

1/3 al quran x 3 al-ikhlas = 1 al quran

anyway that weekend i had to go back early to seremban seeing as that we had CP with dato kanda on monday.. we went to the wards and the it was packed with patients.. ward 3B huhu.. anyway everyone was there that night.. i was assigned four beds but only 2 were occupied.. alhamdulilah le.. dahle bebudak nih pi ngada2 nak buat cp for 16 patients malam tuh.. they were afraid that dato kanda will point to a patient and then to a student utk present.. hmm most of time he just shows a patient.. takdanya nak tunjuk kat student
mati le kalu nak cover semua

Monday ( Doom awaits, let's not keep him waiting then)

i've always adopted this mentality when i come up against certain things.. intimidating lecturers, big exams, life changing events all the stuff.. u get what i'm trying to say...
doom awaits us wherever and whenever we go.. why would we want to keep them waiting.. in this instance i am referring to DK... to me these things are sometimes more related to the mind.. it's the mind over matter stuff.. i say " if u don't mind, it doesn't matter then" .. i refuse to be overly intimidated by things in life.. to me you should go head on with things in life.. i distinctly remember that in KMB i was overly worried about the IMU interviews.. worrying that i'll screw up or something.. but then i aced the interview.. with no worries.. then it was the semester one exams.. then i heard about pharmacology.. then semester 3 along with the resit exams.. and then semester 5.. it doesn't necessarily just apply to academic stuff.. it can also apply to personal development.. for instance.. nak Menegur org ke.. hmm i've learned from the past.. that u should confront your demons.. never be afraid of something.. because if u look at things.. it shows that the end results is that.. i prevail in the end.. it didn't kill me , and maybe there was some good that came out from that matter.. maybe we evolved.. maybe we mutated into something more mature, maybe we've built character from that episode.. we've taken a step in life.. and life is all about taking steps.. would you be content in being stagnant? while seeing other people develop? having said that.. don't bite off more than you can chew..

yes.. i do get the eerie feeling in my gut sometimes.. the feeling that i'm not ready for life.. i'm not ready to be a doctor, i'm not ready to take this exam, i'm not ready to do this and that..
let me ask this? when will we be ready then? how do you know when you're ready? is there a meter somewhere in our head that'll beep anytime we're ready to face things in life? life is filled with unknown entities.. .. and with the guidance of Allah.. we'll ace the exams known as life insya-Allah
so screw doom and let's face him in the eye... and show them we're not afraid.. muahahah

Al-fatihah 6.. tunjukkanlah kami kepada jalan yg lurus..

wallahuwa'lam..

p/s: i'll continue later.. insya-Allah