Happy birthday to you.. Happy birthday to you.. Happy birthday to KP.. Happy birthday to you.. Mana hadiah daa?
Liking this picture...
p/s - i'm slightly addicted to one republic.. so i'm ending it with a song from them.. lalalala...
I need another story Something to get off my chest My life gets kinda boring Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red From all the truth that I've said Come by it honestly I swear Thought you saw me wink, no I've been on the brink, so
Tell me what you want to hear Something that were like those years I'm sick of all the insincere So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time Don't need another perfect line Don't care if critics ever jump in line I'm gonna give all my secrets away
My God Amazing that we got this far It's like we're chasing all those stars Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news, all the problems that we could solve And when a situation rises, just write it into an album Seen it straight to go I don't really like my flow, no, so
Tell me what you want to hear Something that were like those years I'm sick of all the insincere So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time Don't need another perfect line Don't care if critics ever jump in line I'm gonna give all my secrets away
Oh, got no reason, got not shame Got no family I can blame Just don't let me disappear I'mma tell you everything
So tell me what you want to hear Something that were like those years I'm sick of all the insincere So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time Don't need another perfect line Don't care if critics ever jump in line I'm gonna give all my secrets away
So tell me what you want to hear Something that were like those years Sick of all the insincere So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time Don't need another perfect line Don't care if critics ever jump in line I'm gonna give all my secrets away
Last start with an old song i heard on the radio recently...
A song from Gary Moore.. And no.. don't get any ideas...
Another song from Rondaan Salji...
The perfect words never crossed my mind Cause there was nothing in there but you I felt every ounce of me , screaming out But the sound was trapped deep in me
All I wanted just sped right past me But I was rooted fast to the eart I could be stuck here for a thousand years Without your arms to drag me out
There you are , standing right in front of me There you are , standing right in front of me All this fear falls away, you leave me naked Hold me close , cause I need you to guide me to safety
No, I won't wait forever No, I won't wait forever
In the confusion and the aftermath You are my Signal fire The only resolution and the only joint Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes
There you are , standing right in front of me THere you are, standing right in front of me All this fear falls away, You leave me naked Hold me close , cause I need you to guide me to safety
There you are , standing right in front of me THere you are, standing right in front of me All this fear falls away, You leave me naked Hold me close , cause I need you to guide me to safety
No , I won't wait forever No , I won't wait forever No , I won't wait forever
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My oldest friend... - Azamil Izzat...
- recently my friend celebrated his 27th birthday on the 24th of February.. up to date he's been my oldest friend.. and no one will be taking him anytime soon.. hahaa - i met azamil when we were in standard 1.. we were in the same class from standard 1 -5 and in standard 6 we were in different classes.. - We were also then in the same class until Form 3 .. both of us went to Seaport when in 1998 we went our separate ways.. he went to MCKK .. i went to MRSM Jasin.. - I don't really see him much nowadays.. maybe every 4-6 months.. Last year i went down to KK with Mior and Nik to visit him.. It was fun.. 4 kepala bengong in the same place.. haha masa tuh siap suruh die tgk2 kan houses to rent in Labuan.. a bit the loser.. -Last time around.. most of the time i would copy his Agama homework and he would copy my BI homework.. - It' s been 20 years.. and that is a very very very very long time.. - We don't talk much.. but everytime we do.. we're on the same wavelength.. Anyway mate.. happy birthday.. and here's to you reminding me every month of your birthday.. bangkai.. haha __________________________________________
Operation Eagle...
- currently i'm trying to trace 2 of my friends.. Mawardi and Ameer.. -Ameer at least i have his phone number , the problem lies with Mawardi.. he's in the wind.. untraceable.. in a way.. uncontactable.. - I'm trying to arrange a reunion for the six of us.. - Me , Zakuan and Iqbal Saidi are game for it.. Baras has a bit of commitment issues seeing that he's in Penang now..
Venues - hmmm hard to choose.. would depend on whether i'm able to contact those two.. Miri may be a bit too costly for everyone.. Maybe Penang or even the eastern side of Malaysia..
I'm really2 hoping this comes off.. I at least want to meet the five of them before we go on our way in life..
while sifting through my old friendster account.. i came across this.. The about me and a subsequent description.. tk ingat sape yg tulis.. it was so long ago..
-i have not updated this blardy profile for 2 years- -i LOVE SPINAL TB@Pott's Disease- -no i do not live in western sahara- -i am just looking up words in the dictionary to type here so as to obfuscate all of you reading my profile- - a very disturbed and obssesive person - -i am currently updating my profile for no reason at all- -avid liverpool fan( so bugger off you man utd fans)- -i am not looking for err..'my jodoh'- just to clear that up -my life is very mundane but that's going to change very soon.. aaahh- -dreading the day i start work in Kementerian Kejahatan Malaysia- -medical school has made me into a very cynical person.. and somehow i'm lazier than before- -i am fascinated by history and this doesn't make me a loser- -i've been cut off from a lot of friends from primary and secondary school.. due to my isolation from civilization in IMU Batu Pahat- -heck from primary school i just keep in contact with yash and azamil- ( the yearly testimonial) -i am not interesting- -i love the simpsons- -i someday dream of watching football in the kop(anfield),liverpool- -i love freebies- -i love it when people pay for my meal(hint) especially when it's an expensive one- -don't smoke, don't drink, it's just that i eat a lot :P- -i need money... lots of it- -somehow i love quite a lot of oldies songs(i.e beatles,beach boys, elvis)- -i am bored- -i am vulgar when no one is watching- -i am no longer filled with angst.. i currently have adult apathy (and no it's not a p*rn flick)- -oh yeah i don't do drugs. see i'm very dull- -has had his fill of politics and wish all the mean old men to go away now- -Apathy is me , me is apathy- -i do not want to wake up from sleep- -my sleeping time is usually 4.30a.m.- -i am what i am- -i am proud of what i am- -i have clear and general goals in life- - klasmate : ) - -i am not gay haha- -i am LAZY- -i love comic books- -mempunyai tahap tulah yg sangat tinggi-
in primary school.. most probably i was the one regarded as the silent creepy boy who's in the mainstream crowd.. also in secondary school.. i was much more silent and creepier.. and now.. to think of it.. i'm still the silent creepy guy... haha kidding.. changed quite a bit since last time...
1.hyperemetic. 2.sensitif terhadap perkataan n**b*ll.. 3.menubuhkan tabung kebajikan demi kemaslahatan diri-e.g isi minyak kereta,membeli komik,etc.. 4.menghalusinasikan diri sebagai HoTties.. 5. menamakan tempat kediaman e.g- villa c**t* keny*r.. 6.gatal2 yg berpanjangan.. 7.kecenderungan mengugut teman2 dgn menggunakan cuaca sbg faktor. 8.selalu bersedih - (melancholy temperament) 9.cenderung utk terjun dari balkoni pada malam sblm peperiksaan. _________________________________________
Operation Aussie.. - this project is on ice.. no one is really actively moving to make this project work.. hahaha probably when i'm much more stable in Temerloh.. and have access to a better internet connection.. i'll look into it insya-Allah _______________________________________________ Operation Malaysia..
-well.. JB is done.. now on to Singapore pulak.. which technically is not Malaysia then rite.. -hmmm i'm thinking of kangar... kelantan and maybe sibu or miri whichever one where gabbymon is in.. just to finish my credit shell.. hahaha _______________________________________________
Operation Turkey or Operation Birmingham
- i am actually thinking of birm or turkey..probably either one.. maybe both kalu takda kerja sangat kan.. - i really want to go for a match in liverpool either that or go to turkey.. i vaguely remember my last visit to turkey.. still remember going to the blue mosque.. it's a beautiful country.. tapi tuh la.. nak carik travel companion susah pulak.. sebab price for turkey is higher end la sikit kot.. - we'll just see how things pan out
_________________________________________________ Operation Japan
- due to recent developments.. this will be put on hold for awhile probably.. - i'm not sure whether the trip will be on or not.. - i have a 3400 ringgit in credit shell under my name.. had some trouble getting that credit shell even.. after a 40 ringgit call only did i manage to get that.. nasib baik.. if not it meant i had to deal with an unsavoury character to get my money back..
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Temerloh - a sufficient distraction for now..
- in truth i'm bored.. - i'm pissed with the work culture - for now.. it's proving a sufficient distraction.. but something is missing.. and i can't really quite put a finger on what it is.. - humans will never be satisfied kan? haha ________________________________________________
Tearing my left TFCC and injuring my right DRUJ ligament..
- i think i tore my left TFCC ligament when i played during my last futsal tournament.. can't really remember if i was hit on my hand.. as usual during a tournament.. things happen so fast.. you can't really remember anything in those adrenaline filled moments.. - well anyway.. now i can't really lift anything heavy with my left hand without it being painful.. reduced power during palmarflexion.. and it's not really improving for the past 2months.. bosannye nak habiskan duit for MRI... i had already planned to do an MRI for my left shoulder, back and now have to consider my left wrist lak.. haha maybe next year..
well my right DRUJ joint feels much better.. it felt a bit lax last time.. after the fall masa 'ice skating' - that was a fiasco.. haha
A moth edging towards the flame... and the virtues of decisiveness..
Maybe being decisive is a curse.. but i pity the people who have problems making a decision.. living in uncertainty.. unsure of what to do..unable to commit to a decision.. i knew someone like that once.. she couldn't make a decision due to some misguided believe that she was showing me mercy.. that's bullshit.. Haha maybe what kak azlin said to me was true.. but me being the persistent fool that i am.. will just always do what i want.. haha
I am not one to flip-flop with my decisions.. Sure i make stupid ones.. but i stick to it.. haha I fear i may have made another one.. but i'm content with it.. I wouldn't have it any other way.. At times i think i'm just too foolish for my own good.. Unfortunately , i'm just wired that way.. I believe there's no other way to live life.. Never compromise.. compromising is just for wussies.. those who flip flop in life.. undecided and just following the flow You have to do what you want.. even though it feels stupid and foolish.. It's about being true to yourself.. it's about living..
Every man dies. Not every man really lives - William Wallace -
I have my crappy moments.. but i'll survive.. THe improtant thing is.. never be a victim.. be a survivor.. Whenever you have feelings of self-pity for yourself.. stamp it out.. it's pathetic.. i do not want to do anything that may result in things that even i can't repair/fix.. i can mend myself as much as i want.. but other people.. i don't want to.. I'm not breaking things that even i can't mend.. in the end, it feels like i'm digging the grave deeper and deeper.. haha but who cares... in the end .. i just do what i want and what makes me happy.. even though for a fleeting moment..
it's just like a moth edging towards the flame.. let's just enjoy it while we can..
I just do my best and hope for the best.. We can't always get what we want.. but what we can do is just do the best.. I'll just do my best and hope someday it comes off .. insya-Allah..
If being decisive is a curse...I am fairly happy with it.. Yeah.. at times it can be crappy.. Heck who cares.. Only time will tell.. Only God Knows Why i follow this road.. Wallahuwa'lam.. For even i am unsure at times..
Monologue by Ted Mosby - Unfinished. Gaudí, to his credit, never gave up on his dream. But that's not usually how it goes. Usually it isn't a speeding bus that keeps the brown, pointy, weird church from getting built. Most of the time it's just too difficult, too expensive, too scary. It's only once you've stopped that you realise how hard it is to start again, so you force yourself not to want it. But it's always there. And until you finish it, it will always be...
There's just something about his voice that shivers the heart...
A string of quotes from John Eldredge..
In the heart of every man is a desperate desire for a battle to fight, an adventure to live, and a beauty to rescue.
I want to live my whole life like that. I want to love with much more abandon and stop waiting for others to love me first.
Life is not a problem to be solved; it is an adventure to be lived. A man just won't be happy until he's got adventure in his work, in his love and in his spiritual life..
When it comes to living and loving, what's required is a willingness to jump in with both feet and be creative as you go
Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner Sometimes I feel like my only friend Is the city I live in, the city of angels Lonely as I am, together we cry
I drive on her streets 'cause she's my companion I walk through her hills 'cause she knows who I am She sees my good deeds and she kisses me windy I never worry, now that is a lie
Well, I don't ever wanna feel like I did that day Take me to the place I love, take me all the way I don't ever wanna feel like I did that day Take me to the place I love, take me all the way Yeah, yeah, yeah
It's hard to believe that there's nobody out there It's hard to believe that I'm all alone At least I have her love, the city she loves me Lonely as I am, together we cry
Well, I don't ever wanna feel like I did that day Take me to the place I love, take me all the way Well, I don't ever wanna feel like I did that day Take me to the place I love, take me all the way Yeah, yeah, yeah
Hold me, oh no, no, yeah, yeah Love me, I say yeah, yeah (Under the bridge downtown) (Is where I drew some blood) Is where I drew some blood
(Under the bridge downtown) (I could not get enough) I could not get enough
(Under the bridge downtown) (Forgot about my love) Forgot about my love
(Under the bridge downtown) (I gave my life away) I gave my life away
Yeah, yeah, yeah (Away) No, no, no, yeah, yeah (Away) No, no, I say, yeah, yeah (Away) Here I stay.
Haha probably the next one is a sort of generic prayer.. not intended for anyone in particular..
a song for the faithful..
I've seen what you can do I've seen you make miracles and hopeless dreams come true You've made the heavens and the stars Everything, come on how hard Could it be?
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I'm suddenly moved to write about my grandfathers.. in particular atuk Baba.. Well.. i did only ever meet only one of my grandfathers.. his name was Baba bin Arshad.. He was the grandfather on my mother's side.. This year is the 20th anniversary that he left us..
I did not have the chance to meet my grandfather on my father's side and my grandmother on my mother's side..
I have 3 grandmothers.. 2 direct grandmothers and another one is a step grandmother.. Atuk Babay remarried after his first wife passed away due to oesophageal cancer...
Well enough of digressing.. The only thing i remember of Atuk Baba was that he had a temper.. as per many of our family members.. maybe it's a Malacca thing kot.. He was not really and expressive person.. He was quite stern with his children.. To think of it.. he rarely smiled much.. either he was frowning.. or he had a neutral expression je.. or maybe i can't remember much as i was still a child.. But he loved his grandchildren dearly.. Anytime we would go back to Malacca.. he would complain of us not informing him before coming back.. He'll take his old bike and cycle to town to buy us nasi lemak packets.. Haha my grandfather nih kuat berdehem.. if he didn't like something mula la die..
I don't really have much of a recollection of him.. It's been 2 years since i've had the chance to visit his grave .. which is a normal ritual for our family during raya.. During raya we would always visit the graves of my grandfather and grandmother who is laid to rest next to my Pak Long.. My Pak Long passed away earlier than my grandfather.. We would go at 6.00a.m. in the morning .. and one of the elder cousins would bawakkan tahlil for us then..
He was a very hardworking man, by profession he was a carpenter.. but he also had his own paddy field and some cattle.. He passed away in 1991.. He was working in his 'kebun' , trying to get rid of some bamboo trees, he set it on fire and unfortunately he was stuck in it as it spread to fast.. He succumbed due to injuries sustained in the fire.. I remember we rushed back to Malacca that afternoon and he passed away somewhere before Maghrib.. My family proceeded with the pengebumian that night.. i remember being in the graveyard at midnight.. and the person yang talkinkan dia was Allayarham Sidi Abdul Rashid( who i also miss greatly ) - Sidi Rashid told us that my grandfather meninggal dalam keadaan syahid kecil ( due to the fire ) ...
It is a pity i was not able to get to know him better.. as i was still a child then.. haha when i was little.. they called me Pewai.. as i was not able to walk until i was 2 years old..
Atuk Baba, Dah 20 tahun atuk pegi.. Moga2 atuk ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman insya-Allah..
Al- Fatihah kepada.. Nenek Majun ( who is my great grandmother ) -passed away in 1997 due to PGU.. Atuk Daud - passed away long before i was born due to leukaemia.. Nenek Siti - passed away due to oesophageal cancer. she was an adopted daughter from a chinese family.. so i'm 1/8 chinese la konon.. Wo Besar.. - my step grandmother.. passed away circa 1998-99 Pak Long Ripin.. Mak Ngah Limah and Pak Ngah Rahman.. Pak Lang Mat.. Sidi Abdul Rashid And to all my family members and semua muslimin muslimat..
May Allah bless your souls and shower HIS divine Mercy on all of you Insya- Allah..
I've inadvertently turned into an insufferable whiner.. And the fact is i hate whiners.. I'm not liking the person who i've become.. At times i feel i've made some people uncomfortable with that whining phase.. I became insufferable.. well no more of that.. Let's withdraw back a few paces and close up shop.. No more whining.. No more complaining.. No more gossiping.. hahaha Let's revert to normal service.. I feel now.. i've passed the 5 stages and i'm finished with anger.. The heart feels lighter.. just some residual animosity which is normal.. It's time for spring cleaning of the heart..
This is a Surah that i learned by heart once upon a time.. Somehow.. somewhere it's no longer there in my heart..... which is saddening.. So let's get it back in there - Insya-Allah..
In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful
Blessed is He in Whose hand is the Sovereignty, and, He is Able to do all things. (1) Who hath created life and death that He may try you which of you is best in conduct; and He is the Mighty, the Forgiving, (2) Who hath created seven heavens in harmony. Thou (Muhammad) canst see no fault in the Beneficent One's creation; then look again: Canst thou see any rifts? (3) Then look again and yet again, thy sight will return unto thee weakened and made dim. (4) And verily We have beautified the world's heaven with lamps, and We have made them missiles for the devils, and for them We have prepared the doom of flame. (5) And for those who disbelieve in their Lord there is the doom of hell, a hapless journey's end! (6) When they are flung therein they hear its roaring as it boileth up, (7) As it would burst with rage. Whenever a (fresh) host is flung therein the wardens thereof ask them: Came there unto you no warner? (8) They say: Yea, verily, a warner came unto us; but we denied and said: Allah hath naught revealed; ye are in naught but a great error. (9) And they say: Had we been wont to listen or have sense, we had not been among the dwellers in the flames. (10) So they acknowledge their sins; but far removed (from mercy) are the dwellers in the flames. (11) Lo! those who fear their Lord in secret, theirs will be forgiveness and a great reward. (12) And keep your opinion secret or proclaim it, lo! He is Knower of all that is in the breasts (of men). (13) Should He not know what He created? And He is the Subtile, the Aware. (14) He it is Who hath made the earth subservient unto you, so Walk in the paths thereof and eat of His providence. And unto Him will be the resurrection (of the dead). (15) Have ye taken security from Him Who is in the heaven that He will not cause the earth to swallow you when lo! it is convulsed? (16) Or have ye taken security from Him Who is in the heaven that He will not let loose on you a hurricane? But ye shall know the manner of My warning. (17) And verily those before them denied, then (see) the manner of My wrath (with them)! (18) Have they not seen the birds above them spreading out their wings and closing them? Naught upholdeth them save the Beneficent. Lo! He is Seer of all things. (19) Or who is he that will be an army unto you to help you instead of the Beneficent? The disbelievers are in naught but illusion. (20) Or who is he that will provide for you if He should withhold His providence? Nay, but they are set in pride and frowardness. (21) Is he who goeth groping on his face more rightly guided, or he who walketh upright on a straight road? (22) Say (unto them, O Muhammad): He it is who gave you being, and hath assigned unto you ears and eyes and hearts. Small thanks give ye! (23) Say: He it is Who multiplieth you in the earth, and unto Whom ye will be gathered. (24) And they say: When (will) this promise (be fulfilled), if ye are truthful? (25) Say: The knowledge is with Allah only, and I am but a plain warner; (26) But when they see it nigh, the faces of those who disbelieve will be awry, and it will be said (unto them): This is that for which ye used to call. (27) Say (O Muhammad): Have ye thought: Whether Allah causeth me (Muhammad) and those with me to perish or hath mercy on us, still, who will protect the disbelievers from a painful doom? (28) Say: He is the Beneficent. In Him we believe and in Him we put our trust. And ye will soon know who it is that is in error manifest. (29) Say: Have ye thought: If (all) your water were to disappear into the earth, who then could bring you gushing water? (30)
Fadhilat membaca Surah Al-Mulk
Surah Al Mulk adalah surah keamanan dan keselamatan, kerana ia menyelamatkan pembaca-pembacanya dari siksa kubur. Sejarah telah membuktikan seperti yang berlaku di zaman Rasulullah Shallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam. Ibnu Abbas menceritakan:
"Pernah suatu ketika setengah para sahabat berkhemah di atas kubur. Mereka sebenarnya tidak menyangka tempat itu adalah kubur. Setelah beberapa ketika berada di dalam khemah, mereka tiba-tiba terdengar suara orang membaca Surah Al Mulk dari mula hinggalah akhirnya. Suara itu datangnya dari dalam tanah. Tahulah mereka, sebenarnya mereka sedang berkhemah di atas kubur. Kemudian hal itu diadukan kepada Rasulullah Shallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam lalu baginda bersabda yang bermaksud: "Surah Al Mulk adalah surah pelepasan kerana ia menghindar pembacanya dari azab neraka."
Meskipun begitu, Surah Al Mulk juga mempunyai kelebihan-kelebihan yang lain. Di sini penulis bentangkan sebahagian daripadanya sahaja. Diantaranya:
1. Abu Hurairah meriwayatkan hadis, katanya yang bermaksud: "Sesungguhnya di dalam Al-Quran itu, ada satu surah yang mengandungi 30 ayat, ia mensyafaat bagi lelaki yang membacanya. Maka selagi mana lelaki itu membacanya, selagi itu pula ia meminta ampun unutuknya. Surah itu ialah surah Al Mulk."
2. Rasulullah Shallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam bersabda yang bermaksud: "Surah Al Mulk itu memelihara dan menghindarkan pembacanya dari azab kubur."
3. Rasulullah Shallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam bersabda yang bermaksud: "Aku sungguh gembira, sekiranya orang mukmin sentiasa membaca surah Al Mulk sehingga seolah-olah surah itu tertulis di dalam hatinya."
4. Rasulullah Shallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam bersabda yang bermaksud: "Barangsiapa membaca surah Al Mulk setiap malam, diselamatkannya dari azab kubur."
5. Rasulullah Shallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam bersabda yang bermaksud: "Sesiapa membaca surah Al Mulk pada mana-mana malam, nescaya datang ke dalam kuburnya surah itu sebagai pengganti untuk bersoal jawab dengan Munkar Nakir.
6. Rasulullah Shallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam bersabda yang bermaksud: "Sesungguhnya di dalam Al-Quran ada satu surah yang terkandung 30 ayat. Surah itu ialah surah Al Mulk. Ia akan datang kepada pembacanya untuk membantu bersoal jawab dalam kubur sehinggalah mereka selamat masuk ke dalam Syurga."
7. Rasulullah Shallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam bersabda yang bermaksud: "Sebahagian surah-surah yang terdapat di dalam Al-Quran ada satu surah yang mengandungi 30 ayat. Surah itu surah Al Mulk. Ia memberi syafaat kepada orang yang membacanya dengan mengeluarkannya dari Neraka dan memasukkannya ke dalam Syurga."
8. Ulama berkata: "Sesungguhnya Rasulullah Shallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam tidak akan beradu melainkan setelah membaca surah As Sajadah dan surah Al Mulk."
9. Ulama berkata: "Sesungguhnya surah Al Mulk itu melepaskan pengamal-pengamalnya dari kena azab. Ia akan bersoal jawab pada hari kiamat di hadapan tuhan kerana menuntut kelepasan mereka yang mengamalkannya dari azab api Neraka."
10. Saiyidina 'Ali berkata: "Barangsiapa mengamalkan surah Al Mulk, nescaya dibawa ia pada hari kiamat di atas sayap malaikat serta wajahnya yang cantik seperti nabi Yusuf."
11. Ulama berkata: "Sesungguhnya surah Yasin dan surah Al Mulk terkandung di dalamnya beberapa rahsia dan kelebihan. Barangsiapa mengamalkannya nescaya ia mendapat rahsia-rahsia dan kelebihan-kelebihan itu serta dikasihi oleh semua manusia dan juga menjadi hebat pada pandangan makhluk."
12. Saiyidina 'Abdullah bin Abbas berkata: "Barangsiapa membaca surah Al Mulk sehingga menjadi amalan wiridnya, nescaya ia mendapat bantuan dan pertolongan dari Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala di dalam kuburnya. Bila azab hendak datang ke pihak kepala, terdengar satu seruan: "Tidak boleh engkau datang ke pihak kepala ini kerana ada surah Al Mulk." Begitulah keadaanya bila azab itu pergi ke pihak kaki dan perutnya. Kerana semuanya mengandungi surah Al Mulk."
And finally.. "Daripada anas Ibnu Malik berkata: Nabi SAW telah bersabda:"Sesungguhnya seorang lelaki yang sebelum kamu telah meninggal dan tidak ada bersamanya daripada kitab Allah kecuali "tabaarakal-Lazi".
Maka apabila di masukkan ke dalam lubang kubur, datanglah kepadanya malaikat. Maka surah itu telah menahan wajahnya dan malaikat berkata pada surah itu. Sesungguhnya kamu adalah kitab Allah dan saya tidak mahu menyusahkan kamu, sesungguhnya saya tidak boleh memberi kepada kamu dan kepada dia, dan kepada saya kemudharatan atau kemanfaatan.
Sesungguhnya jika kamu hendak memberi manfaat kepada si mati, jadi pergilah menemui Allah SWT. Dan mintaklah syafaat daripadaNya. maka dia (surah al Mulk) pun menemui Allah. "Wahai Tuhanku, si fulan ini(si mati),dia pilih saya dalam kitabmu dan da pelajari saya dan dia membaca saya,bolehkah wahai Allah,Engkau membakarnya dan menyeksanya, walhal saya di dalam dadanya? Maka jika Engkau ingin berbuat demikian,jadi padamlah saya dari kitabmu. Dan Allah berfirman:"Aku nampak kamu marah." Dia menjawab(surah) : "Sesungguhnya saya marah." Allah SWT berfirman:"Pergilah sesungguhnya Aku memberi Dia kepada kamu dan kamu menjadi syafaat ke atasnya."
ٱهۡدِنَا ٱلصِّرَٲطَ ٱلۡمُسۡتَقِيمَ A beautiful composition from Ennio Morricone... The final song for Cinema Paradiso.. an old movie..
Firstly , i would like to wish a happy birthday to kak meha.. even tho a bit late.. Happy birthday kak Meha.. as i know she's shy.. so no pictures then.. haha
on another note.. Hospital Temerloh is growing onto me.. Just need to find a few friends.. I'm a bit bored... huhu missing a few people.. yep pathetic i know.. not in the right frame of mind.. thankfully orthopaedic has provided a nice distraction..
anyway..
i would just like to post this song..
I would like to dedicate this song to .. first .. kdija.. stay strong.. keep your chin up.. we'll be here for you if you need us
secondly.. to ainon.. i've decided to let go of all the bitterness pent up.. i hope you forgive me for all the wrongs that i've done and for all the grief.. i'm just human and i am fallible.. i hope we never cross paths again.. in this world or the next.. have a good life.. i hope you find what you're looking for..
3rd.. hmmm to minah tepi laut(which is an oxymoron) trying to rein in the crush.. i have a feeling someone knows.. haha not to worry.. i'll probably just stand here quietly in the corner.. and just stay mum... haha i'm just stumped.. so no more comment
People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world
I'm not moving...
We get what we deserve in life.. For now i persevere...
- The deeper that sorrow carves into your being the more joy you can contain. Is not the cup that holds your wine the very cup that was burned in the potter's oven?- -Kahlil Gibran-
If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or, being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master; If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with triumph and disaster And treat those two imposters just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to broken, And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;
If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breath a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your turn long after they are gone, And so hold on when there is nothing in you Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue, Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch; If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you; If all men count with you, but none too much; If you can fill the unforgiving minute With sixty seconds' worth of distance run - Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it, And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!
p/s - i love poetry.. too bad i suck at writing them.. hahaha let's not unleash what i write into the world..
Do you know where your heart is? Do you think you can find it? Or did you trade it for something Somewhere better just to have it? Do you know where your love is? Do you think that you lost it? You felt it so strong, but Nothing's turned out how you wanted
Well, bless my soul You're a lonely soul Cause you won't let go Of anything you hold
Well, all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
Do you know what your fate is? And are you trying to shake it? You're doing your best and Your best look You're praying that you make it
Well, bless my soul You're a lonely soul Cause you won't let go Of anything you hold
Well, all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
I said I all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Better than you had it Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)
I said I all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
I said I all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
Whenever the end is Do you think you can see it? Well, until you get there Go on, go ahead and scream it Just say it
