Writer's block...

1.Last person who wrote you a testimonial:
Kak Pah

2.Last movie u watched:
Ice Age 2.. tgk ngan si rahman,pakcik,fizzi,yuhana ,aisyah and ken..

3.What do people first notice when they see u?
my perut? haha my face which glows of charisma and happiness? haha

4.Do you like peanut-butter?
i'm not choosy.. end product is still the same

5.Most memorable place:
hmm i'd have said banting.. but imu bukit jalil is a near second.. jasin is a distant third

6.Do you read comics?
yep.. since standard 1 rasanya.. started with alam perwira,wira tunggal,juara wira,budak getah,ushio and tora, penyiasat remaja, calvin and hobbes, dilbert, baby blues, Lat, Naruto etc

7.What's your favourite restaurant?
can't really say.. most probably sushi restaurant in damansara..

8.do you have enemies?
i dun really know i hv enemies.. but i know quite a few people HATE me haha ( i HATE u)

9.You like to go out grocery shopping?
sure.. if it's with someone... =P

10.Can you dance?
i have wooden legs

11.Do you believe in God?
yep.. without a doubt.. only sometimes my actions don't portray that i do.. lupa diri .. biasa le

12.First thing to do when u wake up tomorrow?
most of the time.. i check the time and go back to sleep.. but tommorow nak kena hantar my sister to the lrt and i need to go to SJMC for my follow up appointment with the orthopaedic specialist

13.Where are you right now?
Petaling Jaya. my house.. my room..

14.Your name spelled backwards
DHOM LABQI SIRRAH ( they used to call me this in standard 3) haha

15.Where were you born.
Hospital Pantai KL.. via caesarean section.. my mother never fails to mention this

16.What is the last thing you downloaded
Simpsons episode

17.Last time you swam in a pool?
err... 3 weeks ago in A'famosa melaka... with my brother and cousins and my nieces

18.Are you registered to vote?
i don't do politics

19.Do you have a car ?
technically yes

20.Do you like rollercoasters?
yep... the best one i've ever rode on was space mountain.. in disneyland france

21.Chattin with...?
er no one.. but recently chatted with someone that i haven't spoken to in a long time =)

22.Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
both if possible.. but most probably i'd go for sky diving..

23.Are you shy?
towards certain people.. but generally no

24.Do you think you're popular?
dun't really give a damn

25.Chips or popcorn?
chips

26.Are you a good cook?
my repertoire of cooking. telur goreng, air, sup, meggi, meggi goreng, telur rebus, nasi dirojakkan.. so basically no.. i'm good at barbecue though

27.Best thing in the world
quite a few things.. scoring a scorcher during futsal from the halfway line.. conversations with my friends,netbal.. night walks in jasin.. family trip.. my two nieces.., my friends, being a medical student.. i'm grateful for everything..

28.Have you ever broken a bone?
broken never.. dislocated a shoulder, herniated my nucleus pulposus, inflammed my leg, sprained my ankle pernah le

29.Have you ever won a trophY?
yep. lari guna tempurung, bola baling darjah 6, imu cup football, pmr 8a( dunno why they didn't give a certificate.. cheapskates)


30.What is your favorite board game?
anything that involves a lot of people.. monopoly most probably.. i dun really like saidina..
chess is a near second

31.Do you bake cakes?
i eat cakes, i don't bake them

32.Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
can't really remember.. er either an ankle guard or anti-histamines

33.Do you believe in love at first sight?
let me see.. er crushes on first sight yes.. love i don't think so..

34.Whats your favorite songs right now?
Gerry and the Pacemakers - You'll Never Walk Alone
Staind- Right Here, So Far Away, For You, How About You and Outside
Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love
Sheila on 7 - almost all of them
Peterpan- Menunggumu
Rooster
Exists- Kapal Terbang Kertas..
Saad Said Al-Ghamidi and Raihan and Rabbani..
the list goes on..

35.How many pairs of shoes do you own?
let me count.. err.. 2 formal shoes, one multi purpose shoe, one pair of slippers and one sandal..

36.Last song stuck in your head?
Merril Bainbridge - when i kiss your lips, Santana feat Steven Tyler -Just Feel Better, Rolling Stones - Paint it Black.. it alternates with each other

37.Any pets?
nope..

38.Worst Local TV show as of the moment?
Di Mana Joe Jambul ( i was in it.. therefore i hate it.. i know it's an old show.. but i dun't really watch tv nowadays)

39.Color of most clothes you own:
Black, Grey, Dark Blue, Blue and some Red or Green

40.Whose picture(s) do you carry in your wallet?
er... there are pictures.. but can't really divulge the identity

41.What were your last prayers to God?
Wallahuwa'lam

42.How many friends on friendster?
er.. somewhere around 190+

hmm quite a few interesting things happened this week .. among them..
we had the maulid nabi celebration .. Tuan Mufti attended and gave a talk at my house..
Liverpool won, Fowler scoring on his birthday..
Fizzi punya birthday.. he got thrown into the pool..
Menggatal kat MCH sepanjang minggu.. futsal this week was forgettable..
aggravated my injury when i impulsively performed a five star dive to my right to save a shot..top drawer save..
hmm reestablished communication with netbal.. dun really want to comment much on this thing.. for sure cherap duk tunggu masa nak menerkam aku pasal nih haha.. congrats aa mate menang lawan arsenal..

p/s: wasn't that the save of the season from toure mate? hahaha
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i'm a bit depressed today..

hmm dunno why all of the sudden.. i'm a bit restless ngan depresi sedikit.. tetiba je hari nih..
all my work piling up nowadays..
i'm CFCS group leader.. dok nak sibuk arrange meeting ngan tutors.. and the prospect seem very dim... i hv my grouses but i don't really prefer to let it out here...
tadi buat recording session utk review ngan dr. yong.. a bit of miscommunication.. rushing too much.. realising that only half of my consultations was recorded.. isn't really making me a happy person..
i'm also typing up the letter for Goodwill Games now.. enough said..
and also including some other jumbled up thoughts regarding other events occuring simultaneously..
i'm also hearing a few whispers of student council matters.. this one memang betul tanak ambik tahu..
next week nak kena follow up ngan my orthopaedic doctor regarding my injury
dunno why i'm becoming increasingly irritable today..
today i'm feeling a bit strained.. heh tule buat kerja awal2 tanak.. ish...
i'm also very divided regarding a matter.. to pursue or not to pursue something... the word something refers something which probably quite a few know what it is..

Surah az-Zumar 53.. ".. janganlah berputus asa dengan rahmat Allah.."
insya-Allah

all in all i feel like an old grumpy and resentful man...

Lagu Bengong ku yg lama...

Kapal Terbang Kertas - Exists

Tolonglah angin
bawa kapal terbang kertas ku
Ku kepadanya
supaya ternyata jelas

Isi hati ku yang sebenar-benar ikhlas
Dengan cinta ku hanya dia satu
Maafkan aku andainya warkahku mengganggu mu
Di awal pagi ini gadisku
....wohwooowowwwo.. Yeah...
ku tak berdaya menahan rinduku lebih lama
Ku harap dapatlah sekiranya
Ku kau terima

Tolonglah kawan aku ingin tidur lena
Melayang bermimpi ku kan jadi orang gila
Terus meracau kini ku di hujung dunia
Ayam berkokok baru nak mengantuk
Maafkan aku andainya warkahku mengganggu mu
Di awal pagi ini gadisku
....wohwooowowwwo..

Ku tak berdaya menahan rinduku lebih lama
Ku harap dapatlah oh kiranya
Kau terima


and it goes on and on...
dun really know why i'm listening to the song pun.. dok buang tebiat agaknya

i'm supposed to be studying but i'm reading an article about Hassan Al-Banna,Syed Qutb and Malik Shahbaz aka Malcolm X uhuhuhu

p/s: i dun really listen to many malay songs pun.. however they are a few exceptions.. uhuhu aku dah geylong and it's 2.15 a.m. going to sleep now.. tata..

Dasar LG x 3(if i keep this up, i'll die of itch'ism') haha

heh.. i'm hopeless.. i've been infected by essential LGism.. haha... bertuah tul..
hmm today i went to MCH in KKS , so basically i got infected by the student nurses there.. heh takda kerja le.. aku nak kaco diaorang.. tunggu student nurse ngorat dulu.. biasa le.. i'm a SHY person anyway.. hmm anyway returning to today.. basically i was in the counter where they did the measurements of babies and their mothers and also BP measurement.. BP measurement was okay la.. i've done it a few hundreds time dah kot.. so basically i've gotten used to it..
the i also did weight measurement with all the chest and head circumferences le..a bit hard le.. but had some help from Annas and the student nurses.. muahaha.. well annas aa yg lebih menggatal.. esok kitaorang nak menggatal kat sekolah menengah lak.. me, wis , annas anda toba nak pi menggatal kat school visit for the immunization programme.. i'm supposed to go to sleep early tapi seperti biasa le.. anyway it's just 11.5op.m. pun ... quite early for my standards.. jap lagi nak tidur.. dah penat study.. padahal baca berapa muka surat pun buku murtaugh tuh..

returning to mch.. tadi i was weighing a baby.. the student nurse was assisting la.. it was somewhere around 11.00a.m. .. so basically masa tuh dah agak letih.. then the baby tuh dahle dok merengek semacam je... well standard procedure dictates dalam MCH clinic tuh.. that the baby has to be stripped for the weighing procedure.. so i asked the parents to do so.. tengah2 ukur tinggi the baby.. the baby dok le merengek sepanjang2nya.. then suddenly dia senyap je.. we were perplexed le ngapa the baby suddenly kept quiet semacam je.. then we realized.. dia dah KENCING kat atas meja tuh... aaaaahhhhhhhhh.... agak blur jap kitaorang tgk apa yg dah jadi.. then the baby started crying again.. haha.. another student nurse came and cleaned up the mess masa tu... moving on to 12 tgh hari.. i was doing a booking for a first time mother who came for her first visit.. she was an indian lady , the student nurse tolong le camna nak mengisi the card tuh.. then after the interview.. kena le register ke dalam buku.. i was registering le sambil2 berborak.. agaknya dah leka sangat berborak.. dah habis2 tulis.. i rechecked and i realised.. instead of putting the patient's IC number.. i put my OWN IC number there.. itu le... koya bonar berborak haha .. agak2 perasan diri sendiri tuh mengandung kot.. sehat sangat mungkin.. hmm basically MCH was fun and i'm not saying this because of the student nurses je.. but at least i had some kind of hands on experience rather than standing around in the MO's room je.. heh MO room was last week and it was okay too.. but not as enjoyable as MCH.. the doctor that i got was former student from MRSM Jasin.. so basically my super duper duper senior la... she was in the pioneer batch...

anyway that afternoon.. we went for futsal with the people from family medicine.. campur le laki perempuan main.. yg main masa tuh was me, wis, annas, toba, pakcik,fizzi,yuhana,irwan,irni,adeq,ipot,fika ngan akmal.. so 13 people main for an hour.. buleh tahan le.. but didn't play at full pace pun.. nak biasakan diaorang nih main.. ipot ngan adeq agak berbakat le nak jadi defender ngan si irni ngan irwan byk le gak menyumbat gol.. anyway pun, nowadays.. i'm a being a bit more careful with the way how i play sports.. don't really want to exert and aggravate my injury.. i'm feeling my leg a bit more nowadays.. most probably aggravated by the persistent standing in MO clinic..

flash back to friday..
friday was a bit free la kot .. we just had one class in the morning with dr. loh regarding our case reports.. quite a few reports were butchered by dr. loh. but thankfully mine wasn't butchered gila2 le... hmm lepas tuh we had lunch kat kedai nasik ayam sebelah mawar.. and then hujan turun... we had to rush le masa nak pegi solat jumaat tuh.. agak basah kuyup juga masa tuh.. hmm after prayers, went back to the car.. dah buleh bukak.. the alarm system wasn't functioning.. i was guessing that the batteries utk the car alarm yg habis.. so , me ,rahman,wis and toba walked to seremban parade carik kedai jam nak ganti bateri.. dah ganti bateri masa tuh.. tak buleh gak bukak keta.. so i tried manually .. and tried to use to override system but to no avail jugak le.. so most probably the system was malfunctioning.. mintak tolong le si pakcik ngan wis pegi carik kedai wiring alarm.. my mother suggested sending pakcik alias from bank pertanian kl to help me in seremban.. haha i said no thanks le .. kesian le nak travel jauh2 for a trivial matter.. after an hour or so.. try le alarm tuh.. tetiba buleh le pakai pulak.. lepas tuh i went to the wiring shop.. asked the guy to disconnect completely the alarm system... senang hidup.. takyah nak bimbang2.. somewhere around 6.30p.m. mak wis datang melawat dengan adik dia.. they had to come to our house sebab wis terhilang kunci rumah dia.. heh kitaorang menghidang air teh panas gila, tembikai, limau ngan biskut... memang sah rumah bujang ..haha all that made me so tired i went to sleep betul2 lepas maghrib and woke up somewhere around 12 for isyak..

saturday..
me,pakcik,k.meha,k.naiemah went to jaya jusco.. ingat nak ajak si gigi besi tapi dia takda(heh cam berani je).. went for lunch at pizza hut.. masa tu agak melantak jugak le benarnya.. sebab dok lapar dari hari sebelumnya.. dahle pakcik had something quite weird... i was like croissant(dunno if the spelling is correct) put over a bowl of soup that looked like melted condensed milk.. dahle we were revising the 3 second rule to the 25 second rule during lunch hahaha.. hipotesis bakteria melarikan diri.. haha.. after lunch we went for bowling .. hmm macam mana tah k.naiemah buleh main tipu dan menang nasib.. memang sah ada bela hantu raya.. kira buleh tahan le.. dok enjoy sampai lupa study hahaha..
ezran and kash came back from imu ball that nite.. they were spending the night in ezran's house.. so kiranya winning eleven throughout the night la.. and also kash returned my camera to me.. alhamdulilah le tak hilang.. ada hamba Allah yg baik tolong simpankan my camera when i forgot to take it along with me.. that morning i went to sleep somewhere around 6.a.m.

sunday
woke up very late... didn't do much that day.. i just went around hunting for my lunch.. buat megi goreng ape tah masa tuh.. barely recognisable.. hahaha .. at 5.30 i went together with dr.zain,wis,hanisyam,akmal,maam for football with KMS students ngan Landak FC punya team.. main dekat sungai landak. somewhere very deep in ampangan.. quite enjoyable gak le.. kampung style football.. me and dr.zain were booting the ball everytime the ball came to us.. me,him and akmal were playing as defenders.. it was macam 20 against 20 la.. hanis pun ada masa tuh.. quite fun la.. but i tweaked my nerve a bit when i stretched for the ball... after the game dr. zain belanja minum and we went home..

basically it's been quite and eventful week on all fronts.. not enough time to tell everything that has happened in the past week.. haha ..

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al-fatihah

to anyone reading this post.. please spare your time for a while dan sedekahkan al-fatihah for the father of one of my friends who just passed away..
today afternoon.. ayah evana meninggal dunia.. al-fatihah dan semoga Allah merahmati dan memberkati rohnya.. insya-Allah..
dari Allah kita datang.. kepada Allah kita akan pulang..

Dasar LG x2

hmm to know what LG means just refer below.. unless your blind le kan..
i went to imu bukit jalil on saturday afternoon.. si kasemsuk ajak datang orientation..
anyway seeing as that i woke up a bit late that day.. kira timing baik le and anyway i had nothing to do for the whole day.. my appointment with dr. moira was postponed as no one was able to drive me there.. my father had to go somewhere with pakcik alias.. so basically better go somewhere and burn away the time..

i've gotten bored of staring blankly into the computer and thinking of something useful to do (aside from studying or anything of academical or clinical relevance) so you can see that i'm LLLLAZZYYYYYY .. haha i've broken my promise of i'll try my best for the clinicals.. hehe marilah kita mengalamai anjakan paradigma pada minggu ini.. returning to the orientation..
hmm sempat le berkenalan ngan junior2 ( dasar LG) heh padahal tegur ngan diaorang pun kurang.. biasa le.. i'm a shy person underneath it all muahahaha.. anyway i 'joined' the treasure hunt with syed's group.. i was just trailing them la.. can't run that much pun.. wearing slippers yg dah dekat nak koyak.. haha anyway there was 3 guys and 4 girls in the group.. ramai junior la..
(demmm, didn't take the chance nak berkenalan) hahaha .. anyway just went there to see one of the new juniors from MCKK, he's the son to my old HEA teacher in Jasin.. so basically he asked me to keep an eye on him la... it's a HE ya.. bukan perempuan.. and i'm not GAY hahaha

hmm anyway.. i think i've lost my camera masa tuh.. dah terlampau GATAL sangat sampai terlupa ambik kamera .. hehe takdele.. i just forgot to take my camera after the photography session.. misplaced the camera.. anyway.. no one has found the camera.. i've asked a few of my friends to ask around.. mana tahu ada yg terambik anyway.. kalo dah hilang redha je lah.. tapi belum tuh usaha le semana yg boleh.. hmm kalo hilang pun terima le.. meng'dam'kan dosa2 yg dok berlambak tuh.. can't really say much.. dari DIA kita datang, pada DIA kita kembali..

returning to the week..
on monday.. i was in the clerking session with dr. loh cam biasa.. anyway i've noticed a few people yg mengamalkan prinsip 'kiasuism' to the maximum.. everyday pun nak menempek kat dalam clerking session and taking other people's places.. lantak korang le..

on tuesday my day was spent in the ecg room shaving people's chest hair.. huhuhuhu.. dahle takda air nak basuh tangan.. thank God somewhere around 10am dah ada air balik.. buleh basuh tangan.. anyway.. my day was spent doing a whole lot of ECG's with Chiew Yee as a chaperone, vision tests, nebulizers and also managed to observe a high vaginal swab.. don't really know why the doctors pegi hantar patient kat dressing room but high vaginal swab.. dahle susah gila staf nurse tuh buat.. that night i was busy intepreting and reading up for my TBL presentation with Dr. Leung the next day..

wednesday.
don't recall much of the morning.. hahaha.. i think it was spent reading up for my presentation that afternoon and also again in the ecg room again.. bosan..
that afternoon as per usual.. i think my group had a good presentation la kot.. my group included yen shi, ying chew ngan adeq.. i managed to crap and babble on my presentation.. haha i'm proud of my presentation skills.. nowadays i can totally ignore the crowd and avoid nervousness.. malam itu, me, yuhana and rahman went to the real "seven-eleven" nak buy a few items la.. sambil2 tuh pi shopping kek utk si didi punya hari jadi.. after that pi la rumah dia .. nyanyi2 lagu, ambik gambar2, makan popia ngan tengok tv sambil mengumpat semana yg boleh dengan didi.. biasa le.. i've been influenced by didi,lydia, ngan nina utk mengumpat org je.. aku yg dahulunya suci dan kudus.. quite a lot of confounding statements have been released this week haha.. wallahuwa'lam.. we'll see what happens.. it's called fate...

thursday..
vivid memories.. hahaha cam biasa je.. cuma that day.. class finished a bit late.. then went for futsal ngan yuhana .. wis was already waiting there.. anyway.. dapat main sekejap je la with the guys sebab i came a bit later than everyone else.. heh anyway managed to score a brace of goals.. very opportunistic like goals.. don't really like to score this kind of goals.. nanti org panggil aku opportunistic lak hahaha.. hmm.. after that there was the highlight of the day la kot.. can't really describe it.. hmm si hajar ajak main futsal with the girls seeing as that i had to wait for yuhana.. dahle 7 lawan 4.. ditambah lagi budak baju kuning main gak.. adeh laa... hmm main macam biasa je laa... agak sakit gak la kaki kena pijak ngan budak2 nih.. diaorang pun kekadang main swing je kaki masa tackle bola.. in short pancit aa 4 lawan 7.. dahle kena siku ngan si wani.. winded for a while. .. and most of the time i tried to stay out of the center position mana si budak kuning bermain.. dia dapat bola pun i just backed off.. sesia je karang aku tertackle.. ada lak yg muka masam karang haha.. don't really want to speculate much on anything and jumping to conclusions and getting happy or anything.... carry on je.. anyway ok gak le kot 4 lawan 7 .. at least i broke sweat and worked myself.. good time to practice my passing.. if girls main.. memang for sure they won't close you down fast.. so basically u have a lot of time on the ball and the chance to dribble.. muahaha kira konon nak tunjuk skill aaa.. poyo je..

friday..
woke up late.. spent some time doing the skeleton of my family medicine case report.. started somewhere around 2 am and stopped about 4am.. got tired.. that night pun had to revise my notes as we were presenting for ims that day.. in short a bit nervy day la kot.. takut kena present depan org gigi besi? muahaha.. biasa le pakai trick tak nampak crowd.. returning to the day.. i finished my report that morning and printed it out.. yuhana,wis,annas ngan si toba datang pinjam printer.. Parasitesss u people hahahaha..
went for prayers in masjid negeri as usual .. there was a light drizzle masa tuh.. Tuan Mufti cakap kalo kita berdoa ngan tetiba ada hujan renyai nih .. insya-Allah doa makbul dah tuh.. heh nak doa apa aaa? masa tuh i saw cikgu mahzan my HEA daripada jasin.. but couldn't stop nak tegur dia jap.. had to rush to IMU..
i've noticed after my episode of being gila kuasa in bukit jalil and jadi msoc punya gipang.. i rarely get nervous in front when presenting anymore.. so now is a good time to stop being gila kuasa.. unfortunately i've been chosen as VP of Goodwill games..
returning to my IMS presentation.. everything went well.. had to do some last minute revision.. as tetiba diaorang suruh present the opening part.. biasa le gipang.. tanpa segan silu lagi la.. haha
dahle LG + gipang lagi.. everything went well.. a few questions dari dr. loh ngan prof kwa.. but everything was smooth sailing . that night returned to pj..

weh org tua.. selamat hari jadi yg ke 82.. bila nak belanja aku..?? aku dah belanja ko maakan kek dah..

bila nak main futsal? kawan ko main sampai bengkak2 bibir..

Dr. Moira Robertson.. me chiropractor.. Dasar LG( lelaki gatal)

hmm last week was another week in family medicine.. unrepresentative of life as a doctor.. laid back and relaxed.. hmm anyway i had my history taking and presentation with dr. kwa that day.. didn't have much trouble with the patient.. it was just a normal case of a follow up hypertensive patient.. did ok for that.. got 6.5 for it..

anyway i went back this weekend again.. had an appointment with a chiropractor.. i know it's complementary treatment.. but i feel much better compared to going to SJMC where the doctor says nothing, the physiotherapist says nothing and charges me an exorbitant amount of money at the end of the day.. went back to PJ on friday with my father and pakcik alias.. i couldn't drive as my shoulder and back was sore gilaa2 b*bi.. maybe it was the after effects of playing futsal for two hours straight the day before... ditambah lagi the fact that.. i played extra "semangat" la konon.. biasa le.. court perempuan sebelah.. siap ngada2 guling atas lantai lagi.. balik rumah guling2 betul hahaha... i skipped class, prayers and plenary on friday.. agak teruk jugak le demam.. haha usaha menagih simpati la konon..

well i went back to pj after that.. demam pun subside.. homesick kot? haha cam very unlikely.. everyone i know alleges me of not being a family person... haha..
returning to the chiropractor.. she's a female caucasian and a bit taller than me.. most probably in her 30's.. she was very nice la.. in a sense she explained quite a lot of things including my shoulder injury.. had the IF treatment.. then dr. moira said that my legs were not correctly aligned(WTF??!!) haha tah camana le dia pi flex my leg.. tarik and tetiba *ketak* dia reposition.. she may look small but she's quite strong. then she did something called flexion distraction.. trying to realign my spine.. she also did something for my neck.. it's been stiff for quite a while.. sekarang nih the neck is ok la...
the center is in maluri.. jalan jejaka.. baru perasan.. dekat2 ngan rumah si azman fundus..
anyway i need to go as often as possible there.. and i can only go on weekends bila dr. moira yg ada... muahahaha.. it's 12.30a.m. i'm a bit off ...(weng and geylong)

that night.. tuan mufti negeri 9 datang mengajar kat rumah lagi.. that's the main reason i went back... it was the usual schedule except nowadays i'm forbidden from doing any work langsung.. i feel helpless at times.. but i know most of them are well meaning in what they do.. anyway.. i'll just post up to here.. next post will be a bit off my usual topic.. "relationships" but i'm still forming my thoughts on the topic...
see ya later...

p/s: made the VP for goodwill games.. hmm tolong si ezran je.. after this no more... insya-Allah..