to all the old farts...

i'm sorry for the late wishes .. but i just wanted to wish all my friends whose birthdays are in October.
a happy birthday..
May Allah bless you
and may all your wishes come true all you old farts
this in particular is directed to Kak Dija ngan Ezran..
happy birthday again...

ps: Kalau CP ngan Moti Lal berapa case aa dia nak...

RMK-1 is still under review and a gate can't be given on when it'll come out..
another thing is that i would like to wish Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan al Mubarak(even though belated) and selamat mencarik lailatul qadar.. usaha2.. bile dah dapat.. doakan aku pass exam ye... insya-Allah
and selamat hari raya and maaf zahir dan batin...

Allahyarham Ustaz Nik.... Al-Fatihah .. May Allah bless you..

i'm sorry that i have been able to update my blog with a bit more frequently.. time is at hand.. but it's just that i'm not really motivated sangat to update it..
returning to the topic.. 2 weeks prior to the start of ramadhan .. my ustaz . ustaz nik.. passed away of old age on a friday night..

I've known ustaz nik since i was in standard 3 and that was when i started learning from him how to read the quran, tauhid and feqah.. i never went to SAR ..
i still remember vividly the first day i met ustaz nik.. i was watching tv.. most probably dok tengok 'gaban' at 3.00p.m. on a cloudy afternoon.. from that day on i learnt from him.. starting dari muqadam to buku iqra' then on to al-quran and later to tauhid and feqah..

ustaz nik was a very kind and soft spoken person.. at the same time he was firm and stern .. but he never raised his voice in anger.. when i was standard 3 .. his age was probably 60+ and now i'm 22.. so i knew him for about 13 years..
he was a patient man and he thought quite a few of my friends jugak...
my parents paid rm30 every month for him and we had to force him to gradually increase the fees.. lama kelamaan we managed to force him to accept 50 then 60 then sampai 100.. he just accepted what people gave..

Haha there were times when i manage to irk him.. biasa le.. pukul 3.00 petang on weekdays.. all the prime shows were showing.. ada ultraman,gaban etc..
i'll always see him around the neighbourhood riding his metallic scooter ngan half-cut helmet die..
another unique thing about him.. memang i think dia hafaz quran.. yg lagi menariknya is that he's able to read quran nih terbalik.. die takyah nak pusingkan.. dah biasa mengajar le katakan..

the last time i saw him was dekat pasar tani a few months back but even then i didn't have the chance to greet him.. the last time i had a conversation with him was when he came to my house for my brother's wedding..

hmmm prior to his passing.. i was thinking of visiting him in syawal this year..
i was really saddened to learn that he passed away .. i was still in senawang having breakfast the day he passed away and i rushed home the moment i received the news..
didn't manage nak ziarah die punya jenazah but i was just in time for the jenazah prayers.. quite a few of my friends were there too.. formerly mengaji ngan dia jugak..
the moment solat jenazah tuh habis.. hujan turun mencurah2 sampaikan banjir the whole of KL and PJ... subhanAllah..

i and mior went utk pi tgk dia dikebumikan.. it was hard to see someone who thought you for so long a period.. dimasukkan ke dalam liang lahad.. and ditimbuskan dengan tanah.. but he is in a better place now inysa-Allah..

i say thanks to the person
who taught me how to read the quran..
who taught me how to pray..
who taught me to be a good person..
who had patience with me..
who had confidence in me..
from my heart ...
i say thanks..
and May Allah bless you

Al-Fatihah buat Ustaz Nik..
i will always remember u in my prayers..

Pembentangan RMK1 (coming soon)

i'm too lazy to write anything...

i dunno.. i just feel... lazy... but i have a few things i've been wanting to write..
how paradoxical...

it's ramadhan.. i'm having my ortho exams on thursday.. it's been a nice system.. all in all.. one of the better ones i've had.. in comparison to internal medicine..

harapan ramadhan..
Man Bai & Raihan

Ku mengharap Ramadhan kali
ini penuh makna
Agar dapat kulalui dengan
sempurna

Selangkah demi selangkah
Setahun sudah pun berlalu
Masa yang pantas berlalu
Hingga tak terasa ku berada
Di bulan Ramadhan semula

Puasa satu amalan
Sebagaimana yang diperintah Nya
Moga dapat ku lenturkan
Nafsu yang selalu
membelenggu diri tiada
henti-henti

Tak ingin kubiarkan Ramadhan
berlalu saja
Tuhan pimpinlah daku yang
lemah mengharungi
segalanya dengan sabar

Kita memohon pada Tuhan
diberikan kekuatan
Ku merayu pada Tuhan
diterima amalan
Selangkah demi selangkah…
dengan Rahmat Mu oh
Tuhanku..ku tempuh jua

Kelantan trip..

during the holidays.. me, rahman, yuhana, fizzi n hanisyam.. packed our bags and went to kelantan for a wedding kat machang.. rumah wis.. it looked like that he was getting married but alas.. you people can breathe a sigh of relief.. dia punya kakak nikah.. i went there masa sem 7 dok sibuk exam.. somewhere around the the 27th of august..

i arrived a day early.. compared to rahman n the geng.. i took a flight.. org nak sponsor.. kita naik je le.. however.. i had to wake up at an unholy hour (5am) to get ready to go to the airport.. walhal flight pukul 8.30 more or less.. arrived in sepang at .. 7.00.. i was the first one at the gate.. huhu... arrived in kelantan at 9.. kuar2 tgk byk gile sepanduk.. i knew i was famous but didn't know that it was to that extent.. haha it was shortlived joy.. rupanya diaorang dok sambut PM and apparently i was on the same flight as rosyam nor.. not that i really cared pun...
went there.. annas picked me up.. pegi balik rumah die.. met his parents.. who were very nice by the way.. his father was my father's junior in upm dulu..

met them.. pi beli barang jap.. pi cuci mata sepanjang jalan.. ahhaha n contemplated going to kampung hadhari.. another name for jomheboh.. but.. i dun't really do these kind of things.. not my cup of tea.. so we went to machang..jumpa wis. balik dari machang.. tidur 3 jam rasanya.. letih gile because the night before.. tuan mufti datang mengajar at my house and i had to serve 25 additional guests dari padang temu melaka...

that nite.. me and annas went and met up with cherap kat stadium kb.. dok tgk bola kat kedai2 kat situ.. we sat there for 4 hours i think.. datang jauh2 melepak je.. haha
the day after .. went to ktm wakaf bharu dengan annas to pick up kenyir2 riang yg naik keretapi.. they weren't very riang getting off from the train.. haha semua org dok letih sebab dapat bed atas..

so the picture starts here...

KTM wakaf bharu

kedai nasi berlauk pohon ceri..



semua muka2 lapar..



dalam perjalanan balik dari pengkalan kubur.. haha



makan nasi ulam kat KB punya pasar kraftangan




makan kat mana tah malam tuh lepas balik dari pasar borong..


makan2.. lapar... dok makan nasi air.. @ bubur..


kat umah wis.. went to machang in two cars.. i went with cherap,lydia ngan didi..


lydia ngan nina dah fly.. haha selamat duit...







kontrol2



semua muka pancit and muka nak bertolak balik



gile menarik wau nih



Didi dok pura2 buat air...

Disturbing pictures of the day... gang fight haha..

itu le gaduh je kerja.. haha takdale.. dok main futsal.. dok nak cuba tanduk bola with my spectacles on..

sick picture of the day....

satellite picture of my house
click me...

3.56am september 2 2006

hmmm i'm still up.. and approaching sleep..
but.. i feel fuzzy and warm inside.. it's nice..
hepi hepi hepi...

hmm leaving for my bed now..
i'll be posting my pictures from the trip to kelantan and also when i sent lydia,nina,aizuddin ngan pentrox pi klia..
yup. they've left for universitas andalas, padang , indonesia...
agak surreal le gak yg diaorang dah pi..
haha anyway i still feel warm and fuzzy.. haha

logging off..